Jannah

Change

2009-12-02T12:15:00.001+08:00

This change is for good.

Relink me dearies to:

www.jannahjannah.tumblr.com

thanks and see ya(:

awesome-ness

2009-11-18T12:16:00.002+08:00

Hello bubbly boos(:

The week couldnt go any finer.
Thou my body is still aching from rock climbing on Mon. Rock-climbing was awesome shitszzz!! I'm totally a fan of climbing right now. It gives you that satisfaction like no other. It feels super frustrated if you dont get to the top. Climbed twice on that day. 2nd time hand tired like crazy. Rock-climbing brings out the best and worst in you, like seriously. It made you confront your fears. And you gfs know that I have a phobia for heights. Truely, when 2nd time climbing, half way to the top, I looked down, then I felt like puking and breathless. But I told myself, that I can do this. Friends below are always spurring us on. And I totally appreciate it. It made us closer in that sense.
RED Camp is on starting from ytd. AND i saw AFIQ again. I know, bumped into him like twice.
Short convo with him:
Jannah: Eh hi! U come for RED Camp eh?!
Him: Yea.
Jannah: Ouuh, I'm schooling here, nursing.
Him: lol, paiseh seh. You already in here, I just want to come in.
Geees. He's still cute as ever. I really hope that you'll come into NP. All the best ya!
And contacted Shahidil already. Sms-ed him. Funny you know him. I sms in malay, he'll reply in eng. Not 1 time, but all the time! I know your eng pro la ok. haha(: much misses friend(:
For RED Camp, they ate KFC meals for lunch. Super Yummmo! Lect just finish, stepped out and the smell of KFC hits you. Becoz they ate directly infront of the lect theaters. lol.
k bubbly gtg!
tc.

At its peak

2009-11-16T12:12:00.002+08:00

Hello nasi lemaks(: hehe(: had nasi lemak just now, so dont mind me.

Life is going great.
Thou, sometimes I'm soooo lazy to go study.
Ytd go burn midnight oil to study test, end up open-book la. *smacks own forehead* hhaha(:
AND, today no FON lect but I bring to sch today. Make my bag heavy only. *smacks forehead again*
This Friday will be having prac test and I'm like halfhalf ready.
I realise that a sign is coming. Fate is going to bring us together again old pals. I dearly miss you all. Last few days keep bumping into primary sch mates. Like Afiq! So tall already la he. I still remember when in primary sch, the case of Cinta Monyet with Salihah. haha(: Those days.. What with the necklace la, like want to propose like that. haha(:
Now in the process of gathering my primary sch mates contacts. Now already got 10 I suppose. After that will plan when and where to meet up. Ooouuh, cant wait!!(:
Alsoalso, cant wait to meet up with gfs this coming Fri. Sof's plan. She say want to tell us something. Sounded happy thou. Ape aje mau dicakap ye?! Everybody must come ok.
Weird. In the sch library right now. The person beside me sounds soo like Kak Dib. Weird.
tc darln, tata!

memories

2009-11-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

Hello smoothies(:
105th

Yup, the 2nd post for the day.
I feel that Conincidence play an impt role today.
I met Shaniz darl, my primary sch friend in the bus. Both of us kept talking non-stop, asking abt our current lives. She's in sec5 now along with Shahidil and Ammar. All same sch with her, Telok Kurau Sec. I miss all of them like soo muchy. Those innocent days where we were still acting like little kids. Now all grown up man and woman, no longer boys and girls. Geeees. There are misses. So me and Shaniz are planning a little reunion after the Os. Hopefully by then can contact with most of the classmates(:
AAP lecture was super fun with our former lecturer Dr Ronnie. Pro you know he, finished all 76 slides in 2 hrs! All abt endocrine system. Though fast but can understand(:
NR lecture was super boring. Like can sleep like that. I almost wanted to go home but didnt due to lecture was about the all impt individual assignment, with minimum words of 1000. Dangs alotness.
Next CA posting is out. Everybody were like soo eager to know where are they gonna be posted to. And mine was same hosp, same ward with the same people. Not entirely the same ppl actually, they cut it down from 16 to 10. I thought would be different ward or atleast something change but none. Nvm, atleast get to see Kak Nisha again! (:
Tomoro would be lllooooonnnnggg day. 8am-6pm. With only 2hrs break '_'
Gtg, tata!

yesterday

2009-11-04T09:48:00.002+08:00

Hello darls(:

Ytd, my cuzzie, Kak Ju, just gave birth to a baby girl, named Humairah.
Such a cutie(: Congrats to Kak Ju and hubby!
Ytd, felt like a long and tiring day. 9am-6pm to be exact with only 2hrs break.
Had early morn NSL extra lesson.
Few came, only me, Grace, Jessica, Kai, Sophia and Irwandi.
Did 2 core skills. Now a bit confident but still the requisites is alot to rmbr.
then CMBIO lect. Boring.
Break @ Mcs, though we only had 1hr break. Came back rushing like mad ppl. haha(:
Then had PHAR tut. Had 2 test at 1 lesson. Pro per?! haha(:
Then its CMBIO practical with the infamous Mr Rashid. Had superduperfantastic time with him. Laughing all the way. And he said our class like sleepysleepy, but when come to the *** topic that all eyes awake. haha(: No la Mr Rashid, we're only interested that's why ask alot of qns. haha(:
Today will be short one. 11am to 4pm. Hopefully everything goes well(: And I mean no boring LECTURES!!
Ytd, for the 1st time in many months I opened the Siglap Grad Nite Montage for the class of '08. Teared a little. *sobs*
I miss everyone!
I miss studying in the crappy classroom.
I miss going to sch early in the morning, when the classrooms havent even open yet. haha(:
I miss doing mind-boggling math and Amath.
I miss going to the canteen to eat the same types of food.
I miss my clarinet dearly.
I miss SCB.
Misses!

Sch+pain

2009-11-02T11:44:00.002+08:00

Hello lovables(:
103th.

Sch is going great today.
Next up FON lect, then AAP lect, then S&W(sportsclimbing)
Last week's op went fine.
Anaesthetist, was a malay male doc. Dr Dzul. woohoo. Not many times you would get to see a malay doc right?!
Went home and slept for 1hr then went off meet GFS @ MS @ Breeks. Met up with Feezah and Ni at Tamp MRT first.
Was so elated to see gfs, thou I was still pretty weak. I felt that it would be really bad if I neva go becoz alot outn I neva go.
Had Baked Dory Fish in Cream sauce with hot tea as drink. Super yummo!
Then went jlnjln @ Suntec with the girls and drop by Q's new workng place Spinelli Coffees.
That means me, Feez and Q are like having the same job. Make coffee(:
Took lotsa pics, but will upload in a later date.
Today suppose to start @ 8.30am, but I soo thought start @ 8am. Soo I came @ 7.30am. Soo I was 1hr early. Great!
Now, I dont know how I'll survive sports climbing later. shheeesh.
ice-cream ppl?
till then, tata(:

Missed

2009-10-28T17:43:00.003+08:00

With anak alongs(: lovelove. Arent they super cute?!
With Zee(:

Hello cupcakes(: 102th

Today was ok.

Came to sch 1hr early today supposedly to search articles for nursing research BUT cannot find any. I think its me dont know how to find. haha(:

Had NR1 @ 11am. Okla, seriously a boring subject.

Had lunch @ Makan Place, Nasi Lemak. Yummo!

Met Zee otw to lt. Told me a very sad news. 1 of my fav patient while I was doing CA had passed on. I wish to express my condolences to his family. When we guys end our CA, he was still pretty sick. Though in that condition, he still told me and my friends some advice. He asked us to study hard and become a good nurse. He said we had taken good care of him and the other patient. sigh.

Followed by 3hrs straight lecture in the same lt room. AAP and NR1. Some ppl went home when NR1 lect. They say boring plus its non-examinable, but me being a very good girl stayed on. hehe(:

Went home took 74, reach @ Dover. And guess who I saw, Shermain and Jun Kai. I was like, cannot remember Jun Kai's name. Shermain start laughing hysterically for a short while. Dont know why I forgot my batch's-top-scorer-for-the-Os 's name. haha(:

Lovables, feeling pretty vexed right now. Alot of decisions need to be made asap, but I just cant give a definite answer due to tomorrow. Another round of op to be exact. Hopefully my last.

To gfs: Insyallah, I'll try to make it tomorrow. If I cant, do understand ok. I really do miss all of you(:

gtg tata!

Sorry darlas

2009-10-27T17:59:00.003+08:00

Hello sygs(:

I know sygs, my blog is like SOOO dead.
Due to poor time management of course.
Been busy all day.
Since I dont own a lappy, I'm pretty lazy just to open the comp.
Fyi, all photos will be updated at fb.
Soo add me up if YOU havent.
Will put in photos if I'm pretty free ok.
To summarise everytn (for the past 1month!):
~ Raya of course with dear family twice or thrice I suppose. Due to CA.
~ I miss my pts already plus staff of course.
~ Also neva get to go out raya with darln16+Haziq. This time due to work not CA.
~ Worked my ass off on the last week of hols. Was freakn tired after that.
~ Oh yup, cut my hair already during last week of CA. Shoulder length.
~ Sch starts!
~ New modules, new friends, new interest.
~ New friends from ITE, Candy and Irwandi(his name reminds me of irwanto)
~ Spot my new interest for Sports Climbing which I'm taking for S&W. Need to challenge myself.
~ And I dont know why but I'm beginning to feel easily pissed off. For I dont know what reason. Hormones I guess. hahaha(:
k darlas, will update asap.
tata(:

smallsmall world

2009-09-28T10:27:00.004+08:00

A step back or a step forward? Go figure. haha(:

Hello mambos(: So let's chacha. teehee.

This darling cutie of mine and family came to my hose last Sat. Dangs cuteness. Carried her ard the house. Her family huge la. I love it whenever they are ard. Maklumla i stayed with her nenek(my nenek saudara) for 1-2 years in my childhood days. Very the manja you know. haha.

Ytd blood donation drive @Woodlands went well. I'm pretty amazed that it was a huge turnout. Unfortunately I'm 17, if not I also want to donate sehh. SNASC students turnout was only 10. 4 yr 1s and 6 yr 2s. Me and Grace did registration that means take temp and giving the forms. Atleast it kept us occupied if not boring sehh. Mdm Su made me and Grace the events manager for our batch. Soo happy(: Went home a satisfied girl. Mdm Su hantar sampai kat rumah lagi you. The best teacher in poly ever!

And to Fizah: notinoti. Somebody having some feelings for effi. ehemehem! Pun bagus jugak actually. haha(:

So later got attachment. I'm on the afternoon shift. So let's all hope it'll gonna be alright and goes as smoothly as possible. Without sarcasm I hope.

And and I seriously feel that the world is actually very small indeed. Your friend knows a friend whose actually your friend, tho your friend doesnt know. Yupp, its small.

So toodles darlas(:

Late Post

2009-09-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

[Darling Nian Azeen]

[Nani, Nina, and Atikah]

[Azli and me] dun mind my face. it was a heck of a long day of jalan raya. Btw, he's my uncle not cuzzie ya know. Just 1 year younger than me. So we kinda click(:

Hello mulberries(:

Sorry late post. Super busy last week. With Raya and attachment. Raya was great. Though we never really went to alot of houses but the company was great. Atmosphere and especially the FOOD was superbly great. I seriously miss all of my relatives lor(: Misses.

Atachment: Tiring, Blurness, Sarcasm, Insulting, New experience, New Friends, and Attached to patients. So yeah describe it already. Nothing further than that. Attachment mates are all so gerek seh. Especially my shift one. We're all bonded already(: hehes. The funny part was everytime break time, we all starting complaining to one another. haha(:

Tomoro got CCA at woodlands in the morning and then jalan raya at night. Today is rest day.

I miss my darling gfs already! 16! I seriously hope that the raya outing would be successful despite of our busy schedules. Misses.

Till then, tata(:

To abg fifi: [That is if you ever read this] I hope one day you will change for the better. I am so willing to help you out but I hope you'll help yourself first. Find the peace in you. Dont be a burden to other people. I know you dont, but your action is. It makes me sad whenever I hear your stories. All of us care about you. I jut hope you care for yourself. I hope I'll get to see you next raya[:

daisies aplenty

2009-09-14T14:10:00.003+08:00

Hello daisies(:

Suppose the 98th right?! I think

Ytd went fine.
I think I need to do some spring cleaning of my room asap. Kalu tk, kena marahla jawabnyer. I think i'll start with the closet.
Ytd night hop into main store awhile to check schedule. I'll be working this Wed, Thurs and Fri. So yup, I'll be working on my birthday. Sadded but atleast I'll be occupied. I hope.
Kak Syiqin always tease me. Convo with her ytd night.

Kak: Datang ni nk amik abang ke?
Me: Abang? (huh?)
Me: ohh, merepekla kak ni. (Talking bout Sukarno, ohh)
~Sukarno came out
Kak to Sukarno: Sukarno, adik kau da datang tu. (Pointing towards me)
~ohkay, AWKWARD '_'

Before go home bought happy meal. Partly because I want the Dorami toy. Cute la. I'm a big fan of Doraemon that's why ^_^ Been watching it since I was a little kid. And I love the comics(: Used to read it whenever I'm at Nek Yang house but it went missing. Sadded sia.

ohkay, I'll start cracking now.
tata(:

Mybe just mybe

2009-09-11T15:45:00.002+08:00

Raya lights are awesomeness(: 97th

Hello little bangs(:

Life is being great right now(minus the cramps of course).
I've finished baking cookies for raya already.
1) Chocolate cornflakes with almond slice
2) M&m on cookies( This one sedap!!)
Work was fun last Wed. I think they playplay with me lor. First ask me go kiousk then go back main store then kiousk again then back to main store again. Waaah. Tired sia at the end of the day.
Heard abt THE *free drinks* story from Dhaval. Seriously total stupidity. Come on, 5 leh! Kalau 1 tu tkpe jugak. Ape nk jadi dgn budak ini. Tk syg the job agaknyer. Whatever it is, I hope you know ur mistake.

To Syasya: I've read your post abt us gfs. I know reality hits/hurts. All of us are like sworn sisters, but our dreams matters so its inevitable. Though we are in different places, studying different things, with different/new friends, I really believe OUR hearts are still close. We are still the supersexyawesomegorgeous 16 girls. Those little gatherings affirms our promise to always be the 16. So let's all make the effort to meet up once in awhile. I miss ya Syasya(: I love u girls alot!

Ohh ya, Birthday Time!
Wishing Happy 15th bithday to my sis ~ Nurul Atikah!
And not forgetting Happy Birthday to Yap Hwee Kim!
6 days to mine. Geddit?!
I want to go shopping!
Tata darlas!

roses among thorns

2009-09-07T17:47:00.004+08:00

Me and baby bro on last last Sat on our visit to Geylang

96th post

Hello darlas(:

Iiiii kkknnnooooww. I've been really really busy these days soooooo no time to update.
Work last week was tiring, boring but oklah. Atleast work was lighten up with Sukarno's presence. Always and forever make fun of me one. And oh, got new experienced beanie like Kak Syu, his name is Effendi. I wonder why there's soo many malay beanies? haha. I dont mind tho(: Andand last sat work was AWKWARD. I was the only girl beanie at main store with 2 dudes, Sukarno and Effi. So I thought The can handle and I'll go help at counter. End up they did ask for help. Awkward part. It was soooooooooooooo messy. Maklumlah, kalau da kumbang tu kumbang jugak. haha(: That's what kak Syiqin told me.

Teacher's day visit to Siglap went fine. I seriously miss all the teachers lor. Talked to Mdm Su about what I'm learning in poly. Way tougher and way deeper, but I thank her for giving me a super solid foundation. Almost all 4E3-ians were there. All look abit diff. I think Wei Ming went for stretching class because he's super tall la. Like 1 head+ more taller than me. haha(: Fathin rebonded her hair.

Trip to Geylang was fine. I simply love the atmosphere. And oh, I'm soo eyeing that baju kebaya. Hopefully gonna get it next week. Bought kropok lekor, Ramli Burger, Fish you tiao, DENDENG! for buka that day. Oh my! I'm craving for these already.
okokla, nk pegy siapkan buka ni,
tata(:

HAPPY(:

2009-08-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

95th

Hello dearies!!!!

I'm feeling soooooooo happpy banget right now! Exams Over!!!!!! Now can destress out myself by baking cookies for Raya. bestbest. I'm planning to bake 2 types of cookie. 1 chocolate chocolate chip cookie and the other something outmeal cookie. Not pretty sure myself heh. haha(: So yup, starting next week is hols. I'm working la anyways. CA will start in 3 weeks time. For Fizah is exactly next Mon @ NUH somemore. Far eh. Selamat mine at CGH jer(: Phew~

Just now AAP exam was alright la. Yup, some were hard. Actually, not hard its just that I cant remember. I studied hard for it tho. haiz. Now let's all wait for the results on 18 September. Its like 1 day after my birthday. Want to happyhappy also like cannot. Nvm.

PDA training was cool. I mean literally. It was super cold I tell you in the LT. I think the temp was like 17-18 I guess. Have to do this la, then have to press this and that. Got us all so confused.

Then went home with Sue and I made a new friend, that is Sue's friend, Natasha. Very funny girl seh she.
That's all folks, till then, tata!

Bonkers

2009-08-24T12:40:00.003+08:00

94th

Hello gummies(:

Sometimes, I dont know whats wrong with me heh.
Revision seems like a chore. Boring nk mamps. Cannot masuk the otak ya know. But still will try my very best to get it in. I hope. Just cant wait for this week to be over. Then its HOLS!!
Like freaking great sehh. gonna go Raya shopping abit early this year, that is next sunday. End of the month ma. Mama say this year our colour theme is yellow. Great!
Last Friday went to work late, due to the PDA thing lar. Made me wait for 2 freaking hours. Work was great tho. I love the peeps there la(: They are another 1 big happy family. That Sukarno tk abisabis disturb me. Mario, always tease me. Kak Syu always tease me when I melatah. Its not on purpose ya know. I also dont want be like that. hehes.
And something shocked me like crazy today. Told mama bout it. Na, wont discuss it here. Sorry. I just hope he/she will be happy (:
Pleaseplease let this week be over soon. *prays hard*
gtg darlas, Bubbyes!

Reminiscence

2009-08-19T13:07:00.003+08:00

93th post.

Hello little mumus(:

Reminiscence is the word of the day.

Went thru old photos and chance upon these 3. Lovely arent they(:

The 1st one was during grad nite. Almost all 16gfs were in +Haziq of course. haha(: All of us went of the the hall and took pics because Raurau had to go home early. So ya love this pic lots.

the next 2 pics were taken at Sof's house. I think minutes before we took our O lvls results. We were like nervous shits. Look at us soo guai in uniforms. I'm like soo confirm cannot fit in the skirt alrdy lor. haha(:

Exam's nearing soo soon. FON this Fri. My rev for it I think okok la. I think can pass but cannot get A. Soo much theory to memorise. Just cant wait for FON and PAS to get over and done with. Then can focus more on MIC and AAP, which I think I can score lor due to science-based. haha(:
And ohh Puasa is coming! Yeayea. A chance to lose some weight. haha(:

k, go to go and mug now. Byes!

Camwhoring

2009-08-17T11:15:00.003+08:00

Dessert time!

Looks so yummylicious!

Sue trying hard to tie the knot!

Syaza too trying hard!

Sof and Syaza!

Feez and Que!

Me and Fathin!

Me and Sof!

Me and Que!

Syaza and me!

Me and Sue!

Me and Feez(Aint our dresses cute?!)

Hello avid readers of my bloggey(: Syg u all.

I know, I've been MIA for quite some time now. Naa, just a little busy with what u call LIFE.

Pics above are from gathering with half of my gfs, because another half cant make it. nvm. The day went superbly well. I LOVE MY GFS!! They really make my day(: Before that, me, sue, Feez and Shar met up in sch at CC before we all went off to Airport. Met up with other gfs at Swesen's. I ate Fish baked rice there. Talked for awhile then we proceeded to DESSERT. Giant Earthquake. Soo yummy! We ate like barbarians, haha(: Sue, Feez and Syaza triend to tie knots using the cherries, becoz it was said who can tie a knot is a good kisser. Something to do with the tongue I suppose. But thy failed. Sue tied half. hehe(:

Work went well last Fri and Sat. Last Fri, reach work like 1hr early soo ate ice-cream and drink ice-tea. Work at kiousk first then had to went back to Main Store to do counter. Sat went well too. Work at counter for awhile then went to kiousk. With FEEZAH! She went home at 8pm, then kena bash by Fifi, Syu and Sukarno. She look like she came back from a downpour. kecian seh! So, cant imagine whats gonna happen on my birthday which is exactly 1 months time from now. *hints* haha(: But that time is puase ma. So, I hope they behave themselves. hahhahaha(: work with Sukarno till 11pm. Yup, he's a funny dude too like Mario. Then when going home Kak syu tegur, 'So amacam, work with Sukarno?' I went, 'ok jer, like normal la.' Her face turn sarcastic. I went' Jgn pikir macam-macam eh!'

So, gonna be in Study mode now. Exam is this coming Friday with FON. Gonna cry man. Alot to study sia. Haiz. Just wish me lots of luck k ppl.

k la, gtg, Byes!

memory lane

2009-08-12T10:57:00.004+08:00

Hello pumpkins(:

Currently in the library, slacking. Later still have AAP lect at 68e.

Wat abt the title? naa. just love the phrase. Going down memory lane.
Been doing this lately. I know I shudnt. Exam is nearing soon and I havnt revision la seh. STRESS is all over me right now. Let's all just take a deep breathe and hopefully it'll all be ok. I wish.
Later have little gathering with gfs+haziq(?) Hopefully all will come *prays hard*
Me, Fizah, Sue, Sharifah, Fathin, Sof, Que, Syasya, Teeqa, Nurul, Nieya, Yeen, Raurau, Nuraini, Syaza, Qilah, +Haziq(he's one of the girls) (:

Before going for gathering, gonna go for HS(Health Sciences) Day at CC. I want to see who eventually wins the HS Idol thing. Mr Sunil so funny. His shirt cute seh. Got blingbling. Natasya ask why today he wear special, he say because he gonna be one of the judge for HS Idol. Good luck to all finalist(:

Tomoro will be a super short day. Mask fitting supposedly 9-11am. But I think i'll come ard 10am. Then FON lect at 11am-12pm. Then its home sweet home for me. Yeaps.

K la pumpkins, tata!

Fresh Start

2009-08-11T19:27:00.002+08:00

Relink me aye.
www.nj-thoughtspublished.blogspot.com

I know, back to square one.
Tumblr was actually super good i tell u.
BUT, everything has it flaw, Tumblr too.
Posting of html codes was ALWAYS ineffective. Damn bingits sehh.
kk, gonna stick with this one. I promise. (:

Cant wait for tomoro's outing with gfs+haziq(?)
Ppl, wear nicenice ok tomoro! I want to take lotsa great pics.

Cheerios, tata!

2009-07-22T15:22:00.002+08:00

Moved to
www.nj-areasontolivefor.tumblr.com
This blog is still open for tagging(:

specialmsg

2009-07-18T11:22:00.004+08:00

Hello walnut muffins(:
yummy!

Ytd was like a very happy day for me la. Dont know why, felt like smiling everytime eh. Even before work time.
School went to a great start with Mr Rashid's lect. Best Sungguh! Love the KOYOK part. haha(: Had Egg Mayo Sandwich and Hot Tea w/milk. Sedap! Then FON lect. Alrightla. Befor go home, met up with dear classmates becoz I'm lending them my Raya clothes for RHD on next Tues. Oh ya, I'm wearing punjabi eh for RHD. hehe.
At Tamp MRT station, saw darling Raudhah! Like oh so long neva jumper! imy gf(:

Work was even better. I can make Hot Drinks now! Likw 3 cheers for me sehh!! That Khairul is being an ass, selalu kacau me. Geram btol! Acting so good, can become actor you know he. Pfft! Whatever to him. And saw that guy, yg Kak Syiqin say look like me exactly. Tengok punye tengok, tk macam pun. Yong Chuan da start he's disturbing. haha. whatever eh. And guess what who drop by ytd, darling gfs, Nieya, Nina, Syasya and Teeqa. Miss them ohh so muchy la(: Gathern some day again gfs?! And and that Jufri drop by ytd. So cute la he. With his NS uni. Skin soo much darker now and his voice, what did they do to your voice? haha. He looked odd when he saw me in beanie uniform. haha. Then I-kena-kacau-by-everyone starts! Alamak. terok sak. Dhaval especially. Selamat Nic tkde. Kalau tk HAVOC laa alamatnyer. haha.
AND I need to do something bout my long hair. Bun it or cut it? Seriously, I dont want to do either. I love my hair as it is(: BUT mgr da bising. My hair like swishing into everybody's faces. Haiyo. Stress btol. I think I'm gonna cut my hair. AHH!
In tears, :(
tata!

Will I wait till the day comes?

oh bore.

2009-07-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

hello lovely chocolate chip cupcakes(: Yummy!

Sorry, for the oh-so-long-neva-update-attitude of mine. heeehs.
Life's being kinda a *tuuut* for the many projects and assignments needed to settle. CNP la, PAS la, CITS la. Currently doing CNP essay. Actly word limit was 300. Then brought up to 700. Fiish btol! Actly finish alrdy lor, print alrdy somemore. Waste paper btol!
1st week of school was really tiring. But I miss my darling 1P08 like soo muchy! Like so long neva jumper. hehehs.
Nothing new in school actly. Just every teacher are kinda scaring us for EXAMS in 5 freaking weeks time! + 3 practicals ( NSL, AAP, MIC)! wtf.
Also purchased the PDA alrdy just now with Grace(Nurse Choy) Hope we would reallyreally use it, or it would be just a waste of money, seriously.

To Shirley aka Pooh bear, Lau Chu, big bully:
I will miss you very muchy la. You heard my stories, my secrets. Now, you're quiting. Left, me, Grace and Fai. Seriously like Racial Harmony lor. But whatever the reason that you're leaving, your abscence will be felt very much. No more Crazy, Funny Shirley. No more the crazy woman bullying me and calls me Nurse Nana. *sobs* Just so you know you will still be a part of the 1P08 family(:
From: Jannah aka Nurse Nana(:

Interesting phrase for the day: Kalau nk mengatal tu, pakai otak sikit!

I'm really tired of all the shits.

shagged

2009-07-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

hello little marys(:

Ytd was the 1st time I worked as a beanie(:
Sometimes it can get extremely boring, but sometimes it can get extremely busy. I've got like lil cuts my hand. Sakit oii! After punch out, my right hand was like bengkak sikit sehh. Nvertheless, it was fun working with the bros. Yong chuan(big bro) and Yong Kian(lil bro). haha. so cute you know. And that Yong Kian forever kena scolding by the bro. haha. Funny dude also.

And I dont understand why the prejudice against Kak Syu. They say Kak Syu look garang/fierce/not friendly. But whatever to them. Kak Syu just need TIME to settle this prob. They need to get to know Kak Syu better, with time its possible.
Today, work. So sad that the next day that I'm working will be next Sat. That would be 1 week from now. Will miss everyone!
k la gtg,
tata!

its hard to fathom the fact that when ur not there.

whats up with change?

2009-07-10T11:37:00.002+08:00

Hello little lilies(:

Ytd work was alright.
I still tk puas hati dengan si K. Like gt no humility. Shame on him.
Got my McCafe shirt liao la. Will be starting to wear it today. Kak Shar say so. And that Hafizah, gatal. haha. No, not that gatal. Now she wants to be beanie. haha. After, much refusals. haha.
And yes, met friends unexpectadly ytd.
Met Fidy Fidyanah. My new friend. Met her through attachment. Whole 2 weeks with her and Amirah.
Met Hanifayana aka Hani. My oh-so-long-primary-school friend. Change alot. But stay pretty always. hah. Then reminscence, I remembered Hani used to be very rough last time like tomboy, now aww soo pretty. miss ya babe!
Assignments almost all done. Left CNP project that I didnt went for the discussion on Wed.
k darlas, gtg,
tata!

Whats up with change? Di I change? I think I did. Mybe I didnt? So gt problem is it?

Long time no see

2009-07-09T12:20:00.004+08:00

Selamat Persandingan to newly weds Wanis and Hafidz!(: 5-07-2009

A loving-cupcake-police story

Simply LOVE the pelamin!

LOVE the pelamin nyer wings(?)

Sorry for the SUPER LATE updates ppl. Been soo busy. Online now pun because I'm doing the CNP indiv assignment now also. hahas.

On Sat, started training already as a trainee Beanie. Cute right?! hehes. Still havent grasp how to do hot drinks. Will try my very best! Cold drinks can already. Soo will be starting to wear the uniform, this Sat.

On Sun, went to Cik Wanis's wedding. Soo glam. Upon entering, need to sign guest book. Her theme was I think Romantic Purple. It was 2 shades of purple. The wedding cake was Cupcakes. Looked to nice/pretty to eat. haha. And I simply love the Pelamin. Got this flurry wings(?)! soo pretty(: I want one for my wedding too! Both Cik Wanis and her husby are police, that's why I say loving-cupcake-police story. hehes. Both sama padan, sama cantik(:

On Mon, nothing new. Just work.

On Tues, Went to school in the morning for PAS project. Finish liao(: Then, work.

Ytd, when for the NUH OT 2hrs attachment prog due to I was in the top 21 for AAP1 common test. Okla, though abit boring because my OT room was robot-assisted surgery. At first interesting, then it starts to get boring. Then got to wear the Scrub suit. Soo comfy, like wear pyjamas. Best exp(:

gtg sygs,

tata!

I'm sorry, I just cant. I have to let u down again.

Special?

2009-07-03T10:45:00.002+08:00

Hello little lulus(:

Ytd work was fun, interesting and met few ppl.
Starting of the day alrdy met ALIM! Super smart and hardworking boy. His maths better than me seh. Love his hair! Rock on man!
Then that Naz came, mengacau again. Buzz off is all i can say bout him. teehee.
At night saw, saw Sally darl and her boyfy. She bought Mcfluryy Oreo from me(: Sweet. Yupp, should do some catch ups soon but when eh? Super busy these day la.
And kak Shiqin ask me if I want to be a Beanie(Mcafe). And I was like hard not? She said no fret, me and Dhaval will coach u. I was like ooohhkkaayy*sound wooried* I hope I can do this. I hope I wont regret this. hehes(:
Ytd, night was crazy busy! Queues were bloody long. I said to Fizah, Today what day ehk? Whose birthday? hahas. Thank goodness it went smoothly. Also did 1/2hr OT because that Alan neva came! Where were u? shheessh!
oklah darlas, gtg
tata!

I'll regret?

lovely tired

2009-07-02T13:45:00.003+08:00

Helloos pumpkins(:

Been very busy these week. Project and work.
Mon: Went to school to do CITS powerpoint presentation. All went well. pretty simple la. At 4.30pm, off to work. It was like the 1st time in a month+ neva work. Pretty shagged. Somemore that Hafizah neva come due to she had fever. When go home took some cardboard for project purposes. Convo with kak Hidayah bout the cardboard boxes was funny.
Kak Hidayah: Nk pindah rumah ke pe?
Me: Tkla, for project.
Kak Hidayah: Ouuh(:
Went home with kak Hidayah. Superr fun(:
Tues: Off to school again in the morning with the boxes. It was cut-the-boxes time for us. Booked the library room for 4 straight hours. hehes(: Then at 4.30pm, off to work. This time with Fizah. At night, go kiousk. Fun!
Wed: Off to Fai's crib at Boon Lay in the morning. Painting session for us. Bought KFC porridge at JP. Okla, nice. At 4.30pm, off to work again. I know boring, everyday work. That Firdaus aka Fifi, funny sia. haha. Last time, call Jufri, Ju. Now Firdaus, fifi. Cute right. haha(: And that fifi, loves to call everygirl kak. Even call me and Fizah, kak. Padahal, he's older than us by 5 years ok. haha.
Andand, just now just embarassed myself big time when fetching baby bro. I was like OMG! Freaking surprised sia! He was the last person I wanted to see, with my unglam home clothes. shhhessh!
And I cant wait to go my distant aunt's wedding this Sun. Happy sungguh(:
k, gtg,
tata!

I'll wait?

some stuff

2009-06-28T11:44:00.004+08:00

A Heart Full of Hearts!
Sunflowers are just my favs! It fills me with happiness<3> What I really want to eat right now. Yummy!

Hello chewy bubblegum(:

This H1N1 thingy is seriously taking a toll on us huh. Don't u think soo ppl?! Ytd, visited mama at hosp. Saw this NP yr2 student having attachment at mama's ward and talked. hehees(: We siblings came early at ard 10.30am. Atuk fetched us. But then the ppl there say cannot go up unless husband or parents. wth?! We are her children dammnit. So we siblings roamed, waited ard the hosp like wonderers. haha. Then when up at 11.45am.
Oh yar, last Fri was the last CA day. Okla, pretty sad to leave the ah kong and ah ma. So cute I tell you. Had karaoke, with them at a few blocks away from the centre. And I did something I can't imagine I did. Soo embarassing, so will not say(: Secret. teehee.
Today is resting day becoz next week will be super duper busy week. Morning, go to school for projects then evening got to go to work till 11pm. So yupp, I'm booked whole week.
Oh yupp, the heart was made by Fidy, Amirah and one of the auntie at the centre, which I will not name. Nice right. All of us took pic of that(:
Sunflowers? oh, just wanted to put it up here. Nice right. My favs. Coz I'm not the typical kind of girl who like roses. They are so passe la.
Cupcakes? Am having the craving to eat it now. Yummy!
k, cutiepies, gtg
toodles!

The thought of it, just made me stronger.
I'll pursue.
I'll stay strong.

Sad Truth

2009-06-25T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hello dudes and dudettes(:

I really wonder.
What will happen to me when I grow old and wrinkly? Even worse if I have that forgetful disease(dementia). Will I be alone? Will I be left aside and get on with life on my own? Will I be in the hands of an outsider and not in the care of my precious family?
I really wonder.
Because its the sad truth of life and someone somehow have to go through it.
I sure hope and pray that I'll be healthy and strong even when I'm old. (:

Today start of CA at eldercare centre. okla. Cute. Interesting. 1st time exp. Yup, get the gist?!
When to meet Fizah after CA. While waiting, bought Teh Tarik at Central, then walk all the way to Stadium the bus stop to wait for Fizah. Then went to main store to check schedule. Yup, will be working next week, whole week. Need those $$ badly. I need to shop man! and also save some la. teehee. Took bus 293 home at inter and guess what I saw Sally darl and her boyfy. My ohh-so-long-friend. Known her for donkey years hor. I think 12 years. WOAH! Long right.
And to Fizah, dont fight with me over that topic again ok(ehemehem!) Soo not my cup of tea. haha(: Seriously, if i think of the ending u wanted, I'll throw up like tons. Sorry, got to be hard(: teehee.
k, lovables, gtg,
tata!

When I miss someone, I miss them dearly, till I shed a tear.

Shagged

2009-06-23T19:36:00.002+08:00

Hello lovely lollipops(:

I'm so shagged right now, srsly. Whole day nothing but standing, observing and play Bingo! Cute right?! I know. hehes.
HPB posting was boring. Went to school with Fidy, and met Sue at Outram station. Ate Mr Bean the chocolate pancake when waiting for Sue darl. Thankgoodness I neva buy the soya drink, if not sakit perut mcm Fidy. hehehe(: Cute. She whole day there say sakit perut.
Today, strt of 2-day posting at St Andrew's Comm Hosp. Oklah, can. Made new friends like Shirlyn(?nt sure spelling). Gt to know, she a saxophonist. So aperlagy, berbuallah psal band stuff. Talk and talk and talk. hehes. Ate lunch at Qi Ji. Ate Mee Rebus add Chicken. SEDAP!
ok, gtg lovables,
tata!

Its kind of complicated btwn the word u and me

Boring life

2009-06-20T16:31:00.002+08:00

Hello bubbly bears(:

Ytd, marks the end of CA at Tamp poly. All was well. Ate lunch, with Fidy and Tengku okok, Amirah. hahas:x She'll beat me up if I seriously call her that. hahas. Cute.
Today, I'm super bored at home. Hate it when pokai. If not, today me and Fizah darl can go to 987fm, Life's a Beach at Siloso beach, Sentosa. sianz.
I know pending alotalotalot of projects. CNP, CITS, PAS and yadayada. No fret. Will have time to finish it all up. Pinky promise(:
Next week's CA will be at HPB, comm. hospital and eldercare. Still with Fidy and Amirah. hehes. Hope gonna have fun and learn more things(:
oklah ppl,
till next time,
tata!

p.s: My love for malay lit is back. Sungguh happy! Poems and compos here I come(:

hope

2009-06-16T17:30:00.004+08:00

Hello lovable teddybears(:

I'm doing quite alright but a lil busy these few days.

Last Sunday, went out with whole family to the Marina Barrage. For Cold Storage family day. Overall, quite ok. Fun la. I know Singaporeans are naturally kiasu one. Everything must be fast. Then queue so early. hehe. For snack, got Ais Kacang, Cotton candy, Popcorn, and BBQ corn. Lunch, is rice la. Entertainment, pretty dull. But the rodeo bull machine was interesting. But I didnt try it la of course. haha. Will be embarassing! (:

This week is CA week at polyclinic. Will not elaborate on it but I will only say its pretty tiring but yet boring. Get what I mean? Tk pun tkpe. haha.

Made new friends. Tengku Amirah P07, she's an ex-griffithsian! Only 1 year older than me. Green house somemore. I, yellow house. haha. Fidiyanah aka Fidy, P21(I think?). Related thru friends with both Fizahs. haha. Also, Li Yan and Xin Yi. Not sure which P they from. But that Xinyi, cutecute one. Like very guai like that. hehes.

So tired la ppl. Everyday must wear the mask one u know. Wear too long, feel like want to vomit you know. But cannot change. I understand, save cost mah.

oklah ppl, will update soonish

till den, tata!

Let's just hope and pray that everything will end up the way I want it to be alright, u?

Like Finally

2009-06-12T13:04:00.002+08:00

Hello cutey kittens(:

Like finally, the common test period is over. Overall, test was ok, except silly mistakes here and there. On my easy-paper-ranking scale, 1# MIC, 2# PAS, 3# AAP/NSL and lastly 4# FON. Because MIC and PAS got alot of time to revise mahh. nyehehehe.
Got my log book alrdy for CA next week. And found out that my tamp-poly-leader, Ben, not going for CA due to his leg injury. I think he broke his leg. Get well soon though(:
Saw Sofiefie darl, otw home just now. Sweet as ever(: And yup Sof, I'll definitely am going for the gfs outing. I MISS MY GFS! For the outing dont do beach outing anymore cann. Sick of that alrdy. This time something diff. I'll think of something(:
gtg, till then cuties,
tata!

thought that we had it all.

Sunflowers

2009-06-11T14:29:00.003+08:00

Afternoon sunshines(:

Today, no test. So no test=no school. hahax. Tomoro is the last test which is MIC.
*twists fingers for it*
Luck certainly have not been on my side for all this tests. Did stupid mistakes. Most papers was easy but those little stupid mistakes. Aiyo.
Next week CA alrdy. Scared, nervous sehh. Scared do wrong la huh. Hope everything goes well for CA.
Ohyes, ytd after AAP/NSL test me and Fizah go makan at Tamp Mall at Pizza Hut. Ate Peppery Alfredo and Fizah ate Sausage Craze. Sungguh sedap! And that waiter cute sehh. Only Fizah and Syazila undrstnd this. heheehe(: Yuppss, met Syazila and her sis. Fizah went crazy for awhile. haha. After makan, went walking ard the area. Talked, chatted all the way. And you know when I get comfy, I get crazy. Betol tk Fizah?! hahax(:
okaes gotta mug,
till then,
tata!

I want u to be happy.

On hiatus

2009-06-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

Hello darlas(:

This week is Common Test Week so will not update as much.
Ytd's test was alright. Not that hard. Got confused with some parts but i think I'll pull thru this one.
Today's test is PAS. I think can make it one. Studied damn hard for it. But test is at night one lor. 6.30pm to 7.30pm. I think will reach at home, nearing 10pm. Ssiiaannzz. Then the next day, got morning AAP/NSL test. Like wth right. I know.
Ok, so jia you to me!
Will update soon, when I'm free of course(:
till then,
tata!

I'll cherish every moment, every part of it.

3 days worth

2009-06-05T21:06:00.005+08:00

Hello bubbly bubbles(:

Nian Azeen ~She brightens up my day! Super cute little girl. Posing somemore u.

I wore Loo Hui Min's cute hat hairband. teehee(:

Celebrated birthday peeps. From left, Angella, Hadi, Chan Mon, Hui Min and Sophia.

The twins(: See Hui Min and Loo Hui Min. Get it?!

See that little person near the letter O. Its Chan Mon. Macam tourist haha(:

Random shot.

Random shot.

Random Shot.

Random shot.

Ilmiah, me and Hui Min.

Grace, Celeste and Angella.

Shirley Tan Leng Choo aka Lau Choo! (:

Surprise shot(:

People so sorry for the last three days never update. Been rather busy with tons of revision to do. So far only started AAP. Still got FON, PAS, NSL and MIC. Sian leh. Total got 4 common test. On thurs went to school with Ee Sheng and he said he got only 3 common test. So not fair):
On Wed went home with Sue darl and made a new friend otw, Benjamin from P04, my CA tamp poly leader somemore. haha(: Andand I think I saw Hadi's gf. Aww. haha. Sweeeet!
On thurs had small birthday celeb at MCD. Gave pressies. Then ate Mc. Some neva eat so they play like Truth or Dare game. Sooooooooo funny la!(: Got the vids. Fatimah took vids of people who kena la. haha(: See me if u want to see it(: Lazy to upload it here. Otw home in the MRT, saw my 6-year-same-class-primary-school-friend, Farhan and family. Long time neva see him ehk. Still looks the same. I think his adik looks more cuter. haha(: Cik Ana and Cuzzie's came. Nani, Nina and Nian. lovelove. That little girl loves to play with make-up, almost used up mine haha(:
Friday MIC morn lect neva bores me. Today was also super FUN(: Koyok abt himself la, abt his wife la, Love Making 101 session. haha(: Damn fun I tell u! Had the usual breakfast at SIM, then its FON lect. Then home sweet home.

I dont want to lie anymore.

Prac test

2009-06-02T20:15:00.004+08:00

Evening darls(:

Fai, Me and Hwee Khim(:

My day went pretty expected today.

FON class test. FON neva study everything. Study abit only, so yupp FAILED. I wore blue colour t-shirt just now and the colour was the same as Farhan's t-shirt except design diff. Coincidentally, I stood beside him. And that Hwee Khim say 'Wahlao, u both like couple sia' wth. I paiseh alrdy. haha(:

Prac test. PASSED. I was super duper nervous la. Butterflies in the stomach and all. We all took our time and end up a lil bit late. Supposed to came 10mins early but all come 10mins late. haha(: Had 3hr break somemore. So what did i do for the 3 hr break? Ate lunch then go chiong for Prac test la. We 3 girls took exactly 1/2hr to dress up. haha. Help with hair and all. Conquer whole toilet. haha.

It was luck on my side. Gotten TPR(temperature, pulse and respiration rate)! Easy peasy. But wth, Hadi's pulse rate was below normal range. Thank god i was correct because teacher got double check seh. My faults was in charting. Neva write name and all also no line and OA thingy. hehes. And I became a patient for Fai. Shock big time when Fai said my pulse rate was 85, then teacher check. Then she said to Fai, Do you want to re-check. And 2nd time it was 92. Like Whooaa!

Went home with the uni. Quite comfy but just had to ignore certain stares -_-" Saw Kak Shida and Naz is at kiousk.

So today, I'm a happy girl. Now, have to switch my mind to studying mode because next week is COMMON TEST! The worst thing is FON is the 1st one. WHY?!

So its study time ppl,

tata!

I just want to be free.

School

2009-06-01T10:10:00.003+08:00

Hello sygs(:

Currently at home right now.
No, I'm not skipping school today.
Today school starts at 3pm because dont have NSL and CITS then plus 2hr break. So the next lesson would be at 3pm and end at 6pm. Yeas!
Tomoro got FON class test and still have loads to go for revision. Sian. How? Sooo confused.
And nervous sehh for tomoro prac test. Aiyo. nervousnervous. I want to pass ehk. Jia you 1P08! All must pass then all can go makan. Mdm Suhanah's treat. Yippees!
And I heard today is the MT 'O' lvl exam. Oh boy! Nervous sehh. I remembered this time last year when I took the exam. Super scary la kan. For the composition. Hentamjelah. The qn was what is your habit. So I wrote habit of shouting to parents. Wasnt even sure if that is a habit. Whateva. Still got an A2 for the mid Os. ok. Thank you. haha(:
Anyways, good luck for all the candidates! Especially to dear juniors Fauzie and Nisha. Jia you! I believe truly this is the only exam you can confirm score an A. I mean its hard to fail for MT right.
Speaking about Os. I miss my syg 4E3! How have you all been? (minus all my gfs because we are still in touch with each other. sygsyg.) Hope you all are doing just fine. How about a class gathering this upcoming hols?
I miss,
~ going to school in the wee morning with Fizah.
~ smell of burgers in the morning, because the boys are having their breakfast. haha.
~ sitting in Fizah's class, having breakfast. (then talk, chat and gossip abt things:))
~ talking to Kae Siong when I'm bored in class. hehe. (talk nonsense!)
~ Saffwan's peanuts!
~ Mr Kek's stories. (That some did and didnt bore us)
~ Mr Chow's sarcasm. haha(:
~ Ms Wee's water gun! (Sometimes she use water bottles if she forgot to bring. haha)
~ Cikgu Latifah! I miss her! I miss her! I miss her!
~ more to come..

So toodles sunshine!
tata!

Promise.
Promise me you'll stay.

Pictorial updates

2009-05-31T12:59:00.005+08:00

Afternoon darlings!

Today's post got alot of pics. Overdued pics for class 1P08 outing to the Red Cross Home For The Disabled. Soo, yup enjoy(:

Yoyoyo ppl! Next week, will not be hectic but stressful. Aiyo!

FON class test and my prac test gonna fall on the same day. On tues to be exact.

Prac test will be at 3-5pm. So maybe do hair before coming to school or maybe not. I'll look pretty funny. haha(: So have to bring a suit cover for the uni and shoebag for the shoe. Pfft! A whole lot of things to carry. Mybe I'll be malas to change out. So will be going home like that and stuff everything else in my bag. hehes.

And that FON test bloody hell alot to study. Lect 1-6. 6 chaps BUT 1 chap got part a, b and c. So total up 18 chaps. Whhooaa! Alot siols. Next next week alrdy common test. Dont know if teacher will have enuf time to mark, or maybe we mark ourselves. Whateverla. havetohaveto study.

Must work hard for that sponsorship thingy. Yes ppl, I'm going to sign up for it. Now in the process to collect all docs. Still missing 1 doc. Sianz.

So ppl, till next time!

tata sygs!

I want to c u again. Can I?

Skin

2009-05-28T22:12:00.003+08:00

Hello dearest(:

Gonna be a short post.
Changed blog skin.
Changed blog link. Must take note horr!
A whole lot of things had happaned.
Will write it in another time alright sygs.
Overall, today was super fun with darling 1P08.
Lots of love,
tata(:

Dream of u again. We knew. I knew. U knew. But we were still testing each other. But, I cried. I failed.

In school, bored.

2009-05-27T14:13:00.002+08:00

Hello sunshines(:

Currently, in school, blogging, i know. In library, with Ilmiah and Wang Yang. Waiting till 4pm for the sponsorship talk to start. Today is damn sway la. Phone memory card died on me. Bloody sad siols. All pics, that pic, musics gone. DIE): Later go home no music to hear. Andand prepaid low. This is soo @$%^&$#^! Sorry for the vulgarities. Cannot tahan, angry. Pfft!
okok. next topic. Went to school with Fizah today, met Fizah's friend, Kenneth, while walikng to main store. Me needed urgently the toilet. hehe(: Kak Shar was midnight manager for the day.
Ohyes, ytd me and Fizah went rounding for shoes, specifically, nurses' shoes. Found the right pair at BATA. Planning to buy it on Sat I hope. Went to main store to write at request book that me and Fizah want to start work during hols, 2 weeks. Andand I want to work on every Sats. Need to work ahh. Need those kaachings badly. nyehehehe. And that Fizah dont want to work with me every Sats. Pemalas eh tu budak. haha. Tkpetkpe.
School is being a bore. I'm liking PAS(Psychology and Sociology) lessons only. Assignments almost all done, left tons of project that is due after hols.
Just found out that HSN student hols are actually 1 month. 2 weeks of attachment and 2 weeks of hols. Actually no diff.
Andand ytd, for the 1st time in 2 years saw Yeo Mei Lin! Long time neva see her. Like cannot recognise her sia. I walked pass her, then turn back and asked 'Sorry, is your name Mei Lin?'. She said 'Jannah!' okok, then cnfirm its her. haha. Hair super long, like me! She looked so pissed la. She say she going to take POA test. No wonder her angry face. Nvm.
oklah ppl, till then,
tata!

I wont lose hope.
I wont back down.

Back to Basics Baby.

2009-05-24T14:31:00.002+08:00

Hello sygs(:

So soorry all. Been soo long since I last updated. Been a very busy bee(: heehs. School, outing with dear gfs, and outing with dear P08ku. Cikgu Su has been my driver these days. haha. All becuase she stays in Pasir ris, so otw hantar me till PR int. Best, at least somedays get to reach home earlier than usual. School last week been ok. Lects, tuts and pracs to attend to.
Last Fri, the whole of P08 when to do comm. service at the Red Cross Home For The Disabled. It was soo hot lah walking from the bus stop to the home. And that Samuel live in a bungalow. He just campak his bag inside. cool. And then inside need to take temperature and all. And I was soooooooo shocked ahh. My temp. was 38.1 degrees! My highest fever temp also never went that high. Farhan also had high temp of 37.9 degrees. So, had Fatima to fan me and Farhan. hahas(: Atlast it went down to the normal range. Then had a Big Makan at BPP at KFC. After makan, went down to NTUC for awhile to find Cik Ana! she was shocked la. Like wth, I'm doing in BPP. haha(: cute la.
On Sats, Had group study with Nuraini darl and Fizah darl. Met up at main store. Had breakfast. Then studied AAP. Fizah bought her lappy, soo find out when and where is my CA is gonna be. Good to know , it'll all be very near. Tamp polyclinic, eldercare centre at tamp blk 101, St Andrew Comm. Hosp. at Simei and the last one is at HPB at outram there. Felt that main store gonna be crowded soon, so we 3 girls proceeded to PR Mc. Took train. Before taking the MRT, saw Nieya, and Que, then came along Ayeen and Fadhil. Macam reunion(: haha. Studied at the 2nd lvl, until ard 4.30pm I suppose.
Next week gonna be a lil breeze. I certainly hope so seh. Thank god finish alrdy my CITS indiv assignment. Almost 1000 words ehk. Pro or what?! haha. Next CNP Jounal and AAP MEL Quiz.
Tssk! I want to go back to work ehk. Dont know when to start again. I need the kaachings to roll back in me pocket. when oh when.
till then sygs,
tata!

I'm soo want u in my life
But I doubt it'll happen.

Dreams are real or not

2009-05-15T21:20:00.005+08:00

Peace y'all(:

Dont mind this pic. Taken at Library. Acting cute lah, i know. Doing CITS, product drawing.

Today was alright. Had MIC lect early in the morn with Mr Rashid. Super CRAZY chap lah. I think after graduate will neva forget him one lor. Can neva forget the way he talks. Example: Chi[high pitch]- ken[low pitch]-pox[back to high pitch]. haha. fuunny right. I know(:

Ate egg mayo sandwich from megabite. Told the person, no cucumber and tomato. She replied, only lettuce is it? I said yes. BUT she gave me with cucumber and tomato. wth.

FON lect was brain work. The test was more on testing ur eng. All words like chimchim. Then stayed back for another 1 hour at library to do CITS.

Hungry when reached Tamp soo wanted to buy food at KFC. BUT KFC was damn pack lar. Somemore soo slow. soo bought food at MC. Could have gotten the meal for free lor. If not for my deluxe chocolate frappe, making it damn ex lar. wth.

Overdued photos from ytd. Mostly during CNP tutorial.
Hui Min. Hwee kim at the back promoting her Ricola sweet. haha.
Celeste and Angella.

Ilmiah, Hui Min(Got 2 Hui Min in my class) and Wang Yang. [P07s]

Wang Yang, Fai and Grace.
Fai. We were slacking it out in the library.

Had a beautiful evening nap.

Dream was weird, BUT I like it though. Let me tell the story. I was in a car with hm. Then suddenly got crash. When I woke up, I was in a bus(weird part). Saw mama. Panic like some crazy woman! So kept asking mama how was hm. Mama spoke in a loud voice like she intended for someone to hear. Then a young malay woman came to me. Said that now he knows how much I mean to hm. So the woman gave me some things which are from him. Pass it to me la. A rose(I dont like roses ok, Sunflowers are fav darls), some cards, a photo frame, with our photo inside, and a ring. Getting engaged on the spot. haha. Read the card and cried. haha. Really heartfelt words. Its just a dream. It will neva come true. But god knows what's gonna happen in the future. Whatever it is, I still (fill in the blank) hm.

Best day or what?!

2009-05-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

the earth says hello(:

Random. I know. haha.

Today was a pretty relax day. Started off at 11am, but met up Fai for CITS at 10am. Tu pun tk abis lagy. Just really malas to do CITS but want it to finish fasterfaster. wth. Had FON lect then CNP tutorial. Like wth lah. So suwee!! Grouped up with PWN. AGAIN!! Shits betol.

Had a somewhat class lunch @ I dont know where. The place so ulu. I'm a urban kid. Searched for food at the coffeeshop but neva found. [Not neva found actly, its just that, that Hadi and Farhan dont want to tell us where it is] Fed-up. So me and Fai ate at Mc. Sungguh life-saver, becoz I was damn hungry that time.

At 4pm, had NSL prac. Super fun(: Shirley came! Like finally. She's been absent for soo many days. Dont know sick what. Had BP prac. Happy siols. Can hear systole and diastole beat alrdy. I was soo afraid lah if cannot hear then cnfirm fail prac test lor.

Had a free ride home by Mdm Suhannah! Her car soo cute lar. Got Winney The Pooh plushy at the safety belt and neck rest. haha. Talked and chatted away. She kept sayn she sleeppy. haha. Cute teacher. Run an errand for her. Collected her 30 Polar egg tarts at white sands. She say becoz her year 3 class, got birthday party.

MRT-ed to tampines. Bought krepok lekor, fish ball and Vadee at the pasar malam.
Walked pass kiousk, and guess who I saw. DZULFIQAR! Long time neva see him you know. He was as expected in his nursing uniform. Tegur-ed him. He said 'Smart kann?!' I replied,' I also have one!' Tolong ehk, mine is soo much nicer and I have a dress uniform. prettaaayeh(:
gtg(:
tata darlas!

I've gave u many chances. Its up to u to use it or not.

Skirts' Day

2009-05-13T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hello earth darlings(:

As the title says, yes, today was like skirts' day. Alot of L01 girls wore skirt today. haha. Me and Fizah wore the mcm-batik-print skirt. haha. Sue also wore skirt. Coincidence I would say. Grace also wore skirt.
PAS lecture was super fun lah with Mr Sunil. For me early morning lecture, cannot concentrate. Still sleepy. But he made L01's morning super fun. Studied abt dementia and etc.
AAP prac was oklah. Did re-cap for heart chap. Can memorise all the parts and functions alrdy. I meant did that for Os liao. Doing it again like boring ehk. Interesting part was on the part how the heart actually pumps. SA node and blablabla.
Lunch mate, Grace, Fai and Shar. Ate at megabites as usual. Penang kway teow was sedap lah can. Worth the money and wait lar.
AAP lect was on blood vessels. Diff between arteris, veins, cappilaries. Boring lah can. But still have to pay attention. Must not slack!
Went to library to do CNP journal. Tomoro need to pass up alrdy. Waited for Fizah till 4pm. Off to main store. bestbest. Mcd tamp int is like 2nd family lor. But i only know night ppl lar. Neva work morning before. Most mgrs were there. Kak Shiqin is Fizah's and me's kakak. Since we dont have one. hehe. And someone was elated becoz J was there. haha. I still feel the handshake sign with michelle is like a gangster's. haha. Fizah will agree on this too.
Tomoro school starts at 11am due to no MIC prac. YEA! But will be meeting Fai at 10am to finish up CITS ws which is in a mess. Thanks to PWN, got headache for CITS. Seriously want this module to be over and done with. Not cannot angkat the module but actually cannot angkat her. wateva.
Till next time sygs,
tata(:

I expected more from u. U dissapoint me.
But I'm still waiting.

Bored stiff

2009-05-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hello starshines!

Today is the most super relax school day ever. Only 2hrs of school! Baik ke pa((: Lesson starts at 9am with FON tutorial.
Had the project presentation. It was 9.15am and that PWN was still in the bus. wthlah. If she dont care, i do. Punctuality, i think affects the marks too. Soo nervous lah. Everybody was like literally only reads the text at ppt. Mine was soo fast lah. Just read the gist out of it. Supposedly, time limit for each prsentation is 10 min. I think we took way more than that. haha.
10-11am was PAS with Mr Sunil. Super fun chap. He lives in Toa Payoh. haha. Random. Supposedly have PAS lect, but canceled due to Graduation Day.

You know what ppl, I cant wait to graduate. wth. I'm only 4 weeks old in poly. Still got 2++yrs. Kak Dibah, cuzzyku tersayang, and her boifey are graduating. We all same school(: Beloved NP. She took Dip in Banking and Finace. Her boifey? Not soo sure. Actually today planned to go see her graduate, end up tk jadi. Hopefully get to see her tomoro for her boifey graduation.

Ytd, went home with Sue gf. U know lah if u put Sue + Jannah = MADNESS(: MRT home ride was all fun and laughter. Until my cheeks pain sehh. Talked, gossiped, chatted and reminiscenced about the geeky sec school life. haha. The stupid mistakes that we all made. bah. I miss sec school life. Even though, it was that all not perfect, but the friendship, that bond between us, the past memories, the time we shared together, will never be forgotten.

okok, time off to watch CSI(:
toodles!

U think its there, but it neva was.

Exhausted

2009-05-10T14:51:00.002+08:00

Hello cutiepies(:

Today, schedule is to rush out assignments, projects and journals. Won't be an easy feat but I'll try. I know I could have done it ytd. BUT ytd I was busy watching TV. Lots of movies are on due to Vesak Day. One of my favs are I'm Not Single. Farid Kamil is soo macho la can. wth. He's such a sweetie right. Such an observant. lovelove.
School is ok. I'm starting to hate certain modules. Fai would confirm know which module I hate like to the max. haha. Assignments, journals and projects are all dueing so soon. hatehate. Gonna go bonkers. It's like soo much theory you have to store it ur head. Like AAP. Muscles chap like shit uhh. Must memorise all diff kinds of muscles, where it's located, what it does and how it works. Now doing heart chap. Pretty ok. Bcoz got background mahh. Have to learn new things like ECG, PQRST wave, etc etc.
Now doing FON project and that Hadi havnt yet email me his work! Pfft. He's supposedly to email me by friday night. But the email never came. naughtynaughty.
Didnt do Hep B injection in school last Friday. Went to clinic to do it. Such a hassle. If do the math, doing in school, would cost so much more. Went for mask fitting also. So lucky. Do 1 time pass already. Use the N95 mask. Pretty tight.
Last thurs, got 4 hrs break. Suddenly in the morning remembered need to bring gown set for NSL later at 4-6pm. So rushed home at 12pm. And the angry part was, teacher never used the gown set. We learned somthing else. Pfft! Wasted my transpot money only.
Last Fri, never come to school. Went to school in the afternoon only for Hep B Injec and mask fitting. Got appt at CGH. All was well. Next appt would be in Oct.
ok, that's all.
Till then(:
Tata!

Its just soo bloody hard to accept the fact.

Darling gfs are loved(:

2009-05-04T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hello sunshines(:

This pic on top nice right. I know. haha. Darling gfs gave it to me hor. Fathin, Fizah, Nur, Shar, Rau, Q, Syasya and Nina came to visit me on last Friday. Gave me fruits, cakes, biscuits and more. Sayang all of u(: Had my small op on thurs mah. It went well though I felt a tiny weeny nervous in the beginning. Still have a bit of swelling though on my right hand due to IV drip thingy. Urghh. Ugly. My hand looked abused seh.

From left: Grace, Ilmiah, ME!
Form left: Fai and ME!

This was taken just now during our 2 hour long break. Ate a light lunch. Roast Chicken Sandwich from SIM canteen. Yummy! Did FON project during the break. Aiyo. 7 ppl in the group but like only 3 of us are doing it. A serious lack of comm. with members. What to do. Still not close with them yet. See how uhh. Went home alone again. Yupp, this happens when u are the only one who lives in the east among memberslah. When to see NP Ambassador thingy result, and great I'm not in final 50. Imagine, choose 50 out of 600. It will take a miracle to get in man. Whateverlah. Now I dont really care. If got CCA then good, if dont have, I dont mind lor. Tired, and also my condition doesnt allow for too strenuous CCA. Haiz. Sian like CRAZY.

Ok, back to assignments and projects! damn stress.

it takes one step,

i'll prove it to u.

Poly-fied

2009-04-26T16:52:00.003+08:00

Will Always Be My Favourite Class Photo!

So nice right. My NSL Prac class 1P08, all don up in the gown, face mask and gloves. So cute haha. This class soo got the class spirit in us hor. Last Thurs all of us head down to BuKit timah Plaza's KFC for lunch. While walking in mall, passed a shop which sells leggings. Then we girls soo enthu and decided to wear leggings the next day. So me, Hui min, Hwee Kim and Angela wore it on Friday. Haha. Then still planning, Class t-shirt and Sentosa class gathering. This class is soo 4E3. Best!

Stiil havent intro to u all my class mates. Here they are.
From Left: Farhan, Samuel, Hadi and Chan Mon.

From Left: Celeste, Hwee Kim, Shirley, Angela, Grace and Hui min.

From Left: (Chan Mon introduced), Sophia, Jessica, Fatima, Kai and me.

So ppl, I'm actually the only malay girl in my class. How sad. Fatima is and indian muslim so yar not malay.

My CCA? I'm not getting any CCA for myself except I'm joining NP Ambassador club. not actually a CCA but it gives out alot of points. Basically incharge of events like, RED Camp, Poly Experience, and Poly Open House.

So ppl, c u ard yupp!

tooddles(:

Poly

2009-04-22T17:18:00.003+08:00

Heloo sayanggss!

Happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to Sofia!
Happy birthday to u!

HAPPY SWEET 17TH SOFIA!

To my darling gf, Sofia Ferosya: Just want to say, a great Happy Birthday to you. And I hope you'll stay happy, cheerful and pretty always and excel in whatever you do. Love you lah gf.

To readers:
I know it has been a lloonngg time since i last updated. Soooooooo lazy lah. To summarise it all up. School has been great. Made quite alot of new friends like Fai, Grace, Ilmiah and Shirley. Funny thing was Ilmiah thought I was a chinese and I thought she's from Myammar. haha. Ppl always think I'm a chinese. I'm NOT that fair skin ok. But I dont really mind it. Used to it lah. Lectures are pretty boring for some lecturers. Tutorials was ok. For FON tutorial, me and Fai had troubles finding groups, so paisehseh. But wateva. AAP is soo Bio. I think I need to reread the Bio book because I forget all concepts already. Urgghh.
Teacher: Where's the Spleen?
Me: Below pancreas?
Like wth I was talking. Below pancreas? Below liver right. Get a grip Jannah.
Ok ppl, let's get back to basics.

I'm not worried.
I'm just a lil scared.

Long Story

2009-04-03T18:59:00.003+08:00

Aloha readers!

Got loads to tell u all. Don really know where to start.
Ok, let's start with work. It's official that I'm stopping work on 15th of april. That means 15th of April will be my last day working. Actually not stopping fully. Hopefully will be coming back after 2-3 months due to unforeseen circumstances. Secret! Fizah was offered to become a beanie but she turned it down. Ape sehh Feez?!
Work ytd was especially tiring. Don't know y. I think because I solely wash the milo machine. Somemore got mistake. Supposedly use the red pail, i use the grey pail. Bertuah nyer budak. haha. And Justin and Kak Shiqin was manager for closing for the day. That stupid Justin still cannot stop disturbing me and Jufri. Pfft! Angry+irritating sekali.Don't know what the hell is his problem.
And today was a SHOPPING DAY for me and some gfs. Five of us, Me, Feez, Nur, Fathin and Shar went shopping crazy just now. I bought a total of 4 tops, a waist belt, a bag, 1 black legging and some acessories. I think Nur bought the most tops that is 8, if I'm not wrong. Should have bought more tops sehh. But some stupid stalls don't have NETS. Irritating! Ppl don't really bring loads of cash around u know! Haiyo. Nvm. will come back next time. Got this 1 stall with a malay sales person. We all call her Kak. Service was reallyreally good. We simply love her. We girls thought that she was the boss, but instead she was only an employee. So candid and friendly. I think I'll be a regular of that shop. We bought most of our things there. Fizah estimatedly spent a total of $65 there, me $35. Ate lunch at tong seng coffeeshop, if I'm not wrong sehh the name. Was my 1st time eating there. oklah. Roasted chicken rice was quite good. Then went shopping again. Legs macam nk tercabut sehh. Nevertheless, all of us was till eager to shop. Girls will be girls. haha. Went around to find a purse for myself. Tk jumpe 1 pun yg berkenan. Bahh. Will find again next time.
Till next time ppl! tata(:

i had to, to be on par, I had to.

things

2009-04-01T11:42:00.003+08:00

Hello sunshines!

Hows ur day coming along? Me? I'm heading off to to work later. bahh. Alot of things have yet to be said here. Let me just summarise it all up. Monday was working day. I swear i served Sani Hussein. He ordered hot milo.
Ytd was tiring. Early morning alrdy went off to KKH to pick up mama. At the same time went to vist Cik Nini. She just gave birth to a healthy baby girl name Nur Alisha on Monday night. Erra Fazira also gave birth to a healthy baby girl on monday morning name Engku Alisha. Such a coincidence right. haha. So me, Father and mama went shopping for baby's things at KKH Mall. So cute u know went it comes to baby's stuff. Loads of choices can be made. Pening sekali when u can only choose one. So visited Cik nini's baby at Nursery level 2. I couldn't stop saying to mama that i want to work in a nursery. Get to see babies everyday. SO CUTE! okok. Control urself jannah. So went home sekejap and off we went to CGH for my hosp appt pulak. Nothing serious ok. No worries. Talked to the nurses there. doctor ask me I go which school and what course, so i said, NP, Nursing. Then the assistant doctor and nurses began asking me alot of questions. Like why never choose NYP? Can tahan see dead bodies or heavy lifting? Are you scared of ghosts? Can tahan the sisters scolding not? Can work shift not? Aiyo. So many questions. Andand at Mama's ward get to see 2nd year NP students on attachement. Get to see their lecturer too. I'm soo excited to start school! hehe.
okok, gtg ppl. tata!(:

when you are in pain, nobody knows.

Zonked

2009-03-30T09:54:00.003+08:00

Heloos darlas(:

Yes, I'm pretty sky high today. Not going out, just staying at home. On Friday, me, Fizah, Nur, Fathin and Shar went back to school ard 10am to pick up our SGC. But Guard say we cannot enter till 3pm. Like what sehh. Angry+bingit sekali. So we girls go makan first at burger king at WS. Went back to school area ard 1+pm and slack under one of those hdb blocks. Bored, so we girls tried to do those jumping shots. Sucessful ok. But I'm lazy to upload the pics. then we had a lil make-up learning session. Credits to teacher Shar.
Last Sat me pro man, I for the 1st time work closing(6pm to 2am). Everybody went like Huh?. Especially Kak Shida. Happy sungguh for me(: Fizah worked till 12am. You know what ppl, at ard 1.30am of customers sehh. I mean ppl do get hungry in the middle of the night i suppose. Andand that Nic STILL cannot STOP disturbing me with Jufri. Whats ur problem sehh? Andand to Nic and Justin(If u ever read this), I'll never budge. You'll never know the answer. Muaahhaha. So at 2am dearest Father pick me up. Though late, that Nic and Justin still accompany me hor. Their faces went funny especially Justin when he saw Father's bike. haha. Justin's a rider for ur info. Btw, Father's bike look like a police's bike so that explains the funny faces. haha.
Woke up at ard 10.45am on a Sunday morning then straight away went to KKH to visit mama dearest. Journey took about 45mins by bus 67. Boring like to tears sehh on the bus. Sian.
oklah ppl, tata! :D

Sometimes life is being such a big bully.

Im back drlings

2009-03-26T11:24:00.002+08:00

Helloos dearies!

Been a lloonngg time yarr. haha. Life's been a bore. Doing nothing but work and work and work. So I'm pretty shagged right now. Down with fever on Monday morning. Great, what i did for the whole day was to sleep and sleep. Now I'm down with a lil case of the cough. Sigh.
However, i simply can't wait for the shopping outing with gfs. After i get my pay of course. hehe. Outing date is on 3 or 4 of April I'm not too sure. BUT what i know is that its gonna be blast right gfs(:
Yes, I've changed my blogskin. I'm bored with the old one. Hope u'll like the new one yarr.
oklah, gtg! dada!

Hav u ever felt that u've dissapointed urself?
Hav u ever reached a point of no return?

worked

2009-03-19T12:59:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to Haziq!
happy birthday to u!

Happy 17th Birthday Haziq!

This boy in the pic turns 17 on the 15 of march. Yarr, i know late update. Malas uhh. okok. Hope u excel in whatever you do and may u'll be happy and stay cheerful always(:

This few days has been a bore. Monday, initialy was attachement at airport but mgr gave wrong timing and it was suppose to be next monday. uhh, bingit skali. Nevertheless, worked at main store. I swear me and Fizah served Didisazli! He ordered hot latte. Ohhmmyy! Super gorgeous guy(:

Tuesday, attached at TM. There alamak busy selalu. I think like got no time to even go toilet. Selamat me counter. So u only stand there and take orders. Made a few friends like Lea, Saravanan and Haris. Fizah went home at 10.30pm and me at 11pm.

Ytd main store at night was so busy. Thank goodness i worked pretty fast. heheh. Still tired sehh.

And took a personality test on the web. Quite accurate sehh. U guys can take it at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

okaes, tata for now!

And I dun want to be sick and stay in there.

birthday partey

2009-03-14T14:10:00.005+08:00

Helloos lovelies!

Having a great day i suppose? For today, me not so good. Got to work later. Uhh. MALAS! But u need $$ jannah. huh. guess got to bear with it.

BUT!

Ytd was superduperultra FUN! Had 3 gfs birthday partey at Sof's housie, Ayeen, Syasya and Fathin. I brought alot of keropok. Typical jannah. Cake, peach cheesecake to be exact, was prepared by Sofdarl and Ninadarl. It was superduper delicious! Then watched a bit of Hairspray. Then, some ppl had to go home. Farewell part was crazy. BIRTHDAY BASH!! Water bombs and Flour. Habis everybody macam aper aku pun tk tahu camne nk explain. Went bck up to Sof's housie. Sof prepare somemore water bombs because Que's coming! When's Que da nk smpai jer, everybody standbye. Que could sense something was amiss, lari lintang-pukang macam baru nampak hantu. haha. Que got the most flour and water mix on her. haha. Pics ppl. Sorry gfs, could't upload the vid.

The Peach cheesecake.

Birthday girls! Ayeen, Syasya, Fathin.

Cutting cake time.

This boy couldn't wait for his turn. Such a cutie.

My slice of cake.

Me and Syasya.

Me and Nur.

3 super gorgeous HSN, NP students.

Me, Syasya and Syaza.

Me and Fathin.

Waiting for Que that has run away. hehe.

Time to clean up.

Once bitten, twice shy.

Birthday wishes

2009-03-12T09:50:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to u,

Happy birthday to Syasya/Leeyan/Suehaidah

happy birthday to u!

Happy Sweet 17th Syasya!

This baby gf of mine is officially 17 yrs old today! Cheers for her! To Syasya: May u'll be and stay happy and ceria selalu:) And that i'll pray hard that Tuhan akan makbulkan segala keinginanmu.

I love u to bits lah!

Happy Belated 17th Birthday Leeyan!

Soo sorry for the late birthday wish. Her birthday is on the 9 march and i wish her 12 march. Bagus nyer kawan. To Leeyan: May u achieve ur dreams and excel in whatever u do in life. Life is short, so make the best out of it yar. Love u toolah.

Happy Belated 17th Birthday Suehaidah!

This gf of mine turns 17 on the 6th of march. Known her for donkey years. Even though we didn't end up in the same sec school. Aww. i miss her like crazy. And that crazy, fun aura she brings whenever she's ard. Ok, wishing u a happy sweet 17! Stay happy, fun, crazy and hot selalu! Let's set up a date and meet semua old gfs ok. Cherrios!(:

Work, on Tues and Wed went alright. Let's start with Tues. Ehh?! Cannot rmbr anything. The only thing that i can rmbr is Suehaidah shouting my name, 'Jannah!!!' and let the whole counter hear. Thanks darl! Awkward when counter crew all look at me. Ytd was ok. But soo busy for a weekday. Especially at 10+pm. And that Benedict never help me somemore. Take alotalot orders. U think I'm what, a superwoman. I wish i was, but reality check here, I'm not.

And I dont even know if i'm being true to myself.

2009-03-10T12:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Sweet 17th Ayeen!

Happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to Ayeen!

Happy birthday to you!

Woohoo! Dah sweet 17 sehh dat girl. I hope that u'll be happy always and that u'll achieve what you want in life. Though we may not be close, u are one of my gfs. Remember, that u will always have me and ur gorgeous gfs support! And may u'll never forget me and ur gorgeous gfs!

Tadi had a booster shot. Fizah and Syasya also had to go for it. Sakit ahh. More painful then taking the blood test. Another one month going to visit the clinic again for another blood test. Hope it'll turn out well. Had a women's talk with dear gfs. Mcm interrogation pun ader. haah. Kecian syasya.

When it didnt turn out as i wnt it to be.

Bummerbummer

2009-03-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

Helloos darls.

I kknnooww. Never update. yadayada. Not my fault okays. Blogger is being a bummer. Bencibenci. Thank goodness okay alrdy. Time to post pics on 4E3 '08 class gathering at Ice cream Chef at ECP. Simply love the ice cream there. And you know what, i want moremore. hehe. All cost went to Ms Priya darl. Met up most of us at PR interchange. Took bus 12 all the way to destination. I swear sehh I saw James at the MRT station. But he never followed us. I think nobody noticed him.

Me and Syafadarl. (Look at our eyes!!)

Me and Quedarl.

Me and Fathindarl.

Me and Suedarl.

Me and Syazadarl.

Me and Kae Siong.(Tablemate aka Lau Pau)

Me and Matthew. (Our class one and only ah beng. Will miss hs company during chem lessons.)

Me and Zeeq.

Me and Naz.

Ice-cream still full. Its Chocolate and hersheys with almonds. Yummy!

This is how they mix the topings with the ice-cream.

Finish already.

ok, random shot. See Que at right hand corner. I think I'm good taking random shots. hehe.

Medical Check-up

2009-03-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

Helloos earthlings(:

Tdy had to wake up early for medical check-up with gfs, Fizah and Syasya, in the morning. 8.30am go out of house alrdy. Reached early so roam ard to find the clinic first. Found. Met Fizah. Then followed her go library coz she want to return some books. Walked all the way to kiousk area to photocopy medical check-up form. Kim was morning manager at kiousk. Met Syasya then go to clinic. All went well i suppose. My eye test suck with the nurse but with the doctor, perfect i tell you. haha. Fizah keep saying the urine test made her uncomfortable. haha. I cukup understand what you mean. And had to donate a lil blood to doctor(blood test duh?!). Jarum was like oohhmmyy. But tak sakit. Dalam hati, kalau nk jadi nurse mesti tahan sakit kene cucuk jarum kann. Jannah, strong. hehe. Ate breakfast at main store. Cheryl and Robert was morning manager for the day. Then we three left to go to x-ray clinic at pasar bulat(Tampines Blk100+) It took no less then 5mins. Its like, go in, *tiit*, finish alrdy. Waiting part was even longer. Nonetheless, we girls chatted away. Cyber lovelife can be pretty similar i suppose. hah. You can see the word *phobia* on my face if you talk abt this topic. hah. That Syasya just had to bring that *nightmare* up. Ahh, wateva. Bused home.

Sigh.

How wish i could turn back time.

And delete all those bad memories,

And replace with happy ones.

bummer

2009-03-05T14:00:00.000+08:00

Helloos all.

I know 2 posts in a day. I must be really bored. True. Today last minute lazy want to go work so mintak off. Thank goodness got it(:
So tomorrow, me and Fizah, hopefully sof, syasya and sue, going for medical check-up. Doa-doa everything goes ok. haiz.
On Friday, working as per norm.
I seriously can't wait for Sat 7/3 because its class gathering day! Going to meet everyone at Pasir Ris MRT station before setting off to ECP. Ohhmmyy! I'd just realised that I miss my mates sooo much. Like a gazzillion years never meet. haha. exagerrating. At CLV also never got to see most of them. okok, will take lotsa pics and post it. pinky promise(:

Random notes about how much I miss school. So bear with me yarr.
1. I miss eating raurau's breakfast in fizah's class in the wee morning.
2. I miss those little quarrels with tablemate, one and only, Lau Kae Siong, aka Lau Pau
3. I miss canteen food. If u know me well enough, you'll know what i mean. Right gfs?! Menu from Mon to Fri mcm dah hafal. Garlic bread, egg tart, etc.
4. I miss eating Saffwan's peanuts. Camel brand somemore. haha. Cute(:
5. I miss getting smacked/pinched by Ms Wee.
6. I miss those sarcastic words of Mr Chow.
7. I miss hearing Mr Kek stories. Boring but educational. Mcm btol. Just an excuse to let time pass faster. hah.
8. I miss talking about almost anything to k-bear, aka Lau Pau.
9. I MISS MALAY LESSONS WITH CIKGU LAT!
10. I miss taking the long ride home. 2 buses ok.

And when u made sacrifices,
it'll hurt you when,
they never say 'Thank You'

grabbed

2009-03-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 17 FATHIN!

Happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to u,

happy birthday to Fathin!

Happy birthday to u!

Want to say happy birthday untuk ini budak on the left. Nur Fathin Izzathi. I want to wish you a happyhappyhappy sweet seventeen and that all ur wishes come true and ur dreams come alive! Always bear in mind that you will always have mine and ur gfs support in whatever you do! And may u'll never forget ur superduper gorgeous 14 gfs! (:

And here are somemore grabbed pics from CLV. Enjoy(:

Super gerek mcm gilerr teacher, Cikgu Lat (the Queen)

Ever gorgeous gfs.

And what could I do to stop all this mess?

Nothing.

Fate had decide it.

All I could do it to stop and stare.

And somehow try to clean it all up.

But I'm just a human.

I'm not what they say,

Superhuman.

Im back babybeh

2009-03-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

Helloos lovelies(:

Today is Monday. Lol. Im feeling dumb right now. How sad can I be.

Lets kick off with what happened on Sat 28/2.

Cest La Vie! It was a blast right from the start. We girls came damn early. So to occupy ourselves we took pics. Yea. Will upload later. I don't know why but I feel like people are treating Cest La Vie like their grad nite. Have to be extra dressie. Yea I agree but not too much yea. Some were so sexy. Terbukak sanersini. Eeessh! Me and gfs wore it just right. Saw manymany seniors there like Azura, Jinyong, Mega, etc. Miss them soo much! Tk sempat pulak nk ambik gambar. And I miss the teachers too. Got took pic with Ms Wee! Yea.

Band performance was pretty alright. They did a great job. I'm extremely proud of them. Though I can see improvements still have to be made like percussion section could not catch up. I'm veryvery proud of my clarinet section. Can hear, so melodious. Aww. Actually, I wanted to take pics with whole section but not time. Interval only 15mins. Sadsad.

Curtain Call was so cute. Actually see teachers dancing so passionately. haha. Its not always you see ur teachers dancing right?!

After concert, the lobby area was like full of people snapping photos. Macam a gazillion years gitu tak jumper. Seriously not being sarcastic here.

Raining and feeling veryvery hungry, So me Nur, Shar and Fizah took flight to the building beside VT. Slowly, one by one came. Suddenly, ade 1 group of girls, that is my gfs and 1 group of boys, that is Sof's bf's friends and Nieya's friend's friends. Ramai jugak uhh. Noticed, Shar and Fizah dah tk comfortable. So took flight again. haha. This time, we all including Sof's bro go roam ard find makan. KFC, full. So went to MS. Sof's bro wanted to eat Mc. And I went like anjat uhh. Everyday eat Mc. Jelak gilerr!! So me, fathin, Nieya, Syasya, Que, Syaza, Sof and her bro ate at ljs and Nur, Fizah, Shar and Nina ate at BK. Ate and went straight home. Not actually straight home lah. Followed Nur go to Mc, tempat keje because she wants to buy burger for her sis. Kelvin and Jufri seriously could't recognise me. I think because I had my contacts on. Then taxied home. ok pics people.

On sun 1/3. Went to KKH all bu myself to vist mama. Naik bus beg nyerlah berat. Yelah macammacam bawak. hoooh. Journey rather far eventhough take only one bus. To occupy myself, bought med ice tea and large fries at kiousk Eat in bus. hehe. Thank goodness mama called just in time or not I would've missed the stop. Wheeww. Spent whole day there. Chatted, talked, gossiped(hehe! Can't blame us. We're women.). Went home ard 7.30pm+.

oklah ppl, dada! Ur loved by me! Muaahhaha.

And when her love went wrong,

all she could do was to cry it out.

A pity.

It was her fault from the start.

It was her doing.

Call it retribution if you want.

Simply Work

2009-02-27T10:05:00.000+08:00

Helloos lovelies!

Ytd's work was ok. At night it was like non-stop heat of customers. Orders not large except for ice-cream. People like to eat ice-cream at night. Alah. Me too. hahas. Just got noted ytd. 2nd Hygiene Course test will be held next month, that means next weekkann. Ohh mmyy. Gave me a list full of things to remember. Like I'm back to school. Like in Bio class. Memorise, memorise. And went to work with Rico. Woohhoo. Baik sungguh mamat ini. Waited for me when turun bas. Bahh. *heart melts* And heard from Cheryl that Justin kena bike accident. Wait, have to say this. Kkeecciiaann Fizah. hehee. So would not be seeing him that soon. Hope he'll recover asap or someone will miss him. *hints at Fizah* heheee. okok. And that Azim action terror cakap cina. Mintak kena sepak. hahaa. *Macam kak Shida pulak* Ant to Ben 10, please control your anger cann. I know that, that auntie can be annoying, frustrating, make-me-bloody-angry kind of person, but what to do. sian. Checked next week schedule. Me and Fizah working only for 3 days. Less work = Less pay. No fair. I need more $$! What to do.
Cest La Vie is tommorrow! Ohh mmyy! I simply can't wait! Don't fret, will take pics. Plan to buy lollipops for beloved clarinet section and for some other members. Jia you ppl! Will be going with gfs but meeting them at City Hall MRT because I'm coming from hospital, visit mama. Btw, mama is in hospital now for her 2nd round of chemo. Jia you!
oklah ppl. dada!

Nothing is 100% in life.
Not me, not you.
We're not perfect human beings.
Don't you get it?

Summary

2009-02-26T09:10:00.000+08:00

Aloha all!

Its been days yea. Haiiz. Lots to talk abt but i don't know where to start. okok, I'll summarise it. Life has been mostly bout work. Now I know a lil bit more abt my new friends there like Ben10, Naz, Azim, Dinie and Khai. Not forgetting the aunties there too. The aunties there are soo cute like Auntie Poh Li(I call her auntie polly!), and Auntie Ah Suan. Sepatah yang dier cakap pun aku masih tk paham. Right Fizah?! hahas.
On tues 24/2. Me and gfs, Fizah, Nur, Shar And Fathin went back to school early in the morning abt 9.30am like that. Thank goodness the security guards let us in sehh. Bought tix at office then went to canteen to have breakfast. I miss eating canteen food! Sedapp and cheap too! haha. Aww. Reminiscence. Saw Mdm Priya. Gfs say dier berbadan dua. While waitng for 2nd bus to reach home, I seriously thought I saw D. Baru nak Hi! jer dah kene jeling. I mean like if you were really D, do you really hate me that much? Bahh. sadsad.
On wed 25/2. Me, Fizah, Ben 10 and Khairul had to go for Hygiene class. I swear to u its bloody boring. The trainer, Mr Richie was ok lah. Made it a lil not boring. Class started at 9.30 am till abt 3pm. Class held at at Guilford school, at Upper Seranggon Shopping centre. That place gave me and Fizah the creeps sehh. The toilets were retro abis. Those square brown ceramics on the wall and floors. Cermin dua jer, tu pun not full or even half. Can only see head till shoulder. Took 81 back to Tampines Interchange. Refund taxi money then me and Fizah when to CS. Fizah bought her cardigan. When to kiousk. Initial plan was to eat ice-cream there but there were no more seats. Kim saw me and say i look like hantu. Maner ade sehh. I was wearing yellow not white. So bought ice-cream there and went back to main store to eat. I bought Hot fudge Sundae plus put peanuts on it. Auntie to baik giler letak lebih peanuts. Woohoo! Suker! Fizah lagi baik. She got 4 items in her Mcflurry. haha. And she pretended not to know anything about it. While eating ice-cream at main store kener tegur mamat kat sebelah , 'Makan ice-cream nampak?' Macam mintak kener sepak. haha.
okoklah ppl, dada!
Promise to update as often as i can. Pinky promise. (:

I thought life would be smooth sailing, I'm wrong.
Its taking its toll on me. hurt.
I have no more tears left.

Updates

2009-02-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

Hellos lovelies(:

Its been a long time I've blogged. Time to update yea.
Start with Sat 14/2. V-day. Yupp. It was working day for me and Fizah. Whole day I was stationed at Kiousk. Ok lah fun. Can see couples with their pressies in hand. Teddy bears, bouqet, roses, shopping spree. The best thing was I saw was groups of friends take the oppurtunity to go meet up and go on a shopping spree. Mcm best gitu kann! Ok gfs, next year we'll do just that. Shopping! okok. Then while working Michelle ask me 'You never go out today hah?' And I was like 'Huh?' Hahaha. At 11pm, go home time. Punyelahh happy bila masuk main store. Skali kena overtime at 12am. Kecewa. Then when Nic saw me he said 'Hi Jannah!' soo loud. Entah kenapa. Then Fizah told me whole story. That naughty Nic go kacau Jufri about me. Jahat dier nie. haha. But kalakar btol.
Sun 15/2. Celebrate Nuraini Hussein's birthday at her house. Best gilerr! Happy sweet 17 birthday girl! Meet up with Fizahdarl at Mcd main store. While waiting, bought fries and my all time fav Double Chocolate Frappe med size.Then Fizah came, bought nugget 9 and the same drink but large sehh. Thanks to Fizah kann, bought of us each have 3 diff type of sauces. haha. Went on to buy Aini's pressie because Fizah blom beli. Jumpe gfs bawah blok nur. Fizah knock on the door first before we all serbu and sang birthday song dkat depan pintu. haha. Shud have seen Ni's face. Nyerlah terperanjat dier. haha. Cute gitu. Went back around 7+pm I think. Me, Fizah, Que, Nieya and Shar went to TM. Me and Fizah singgah pat Kiousk jap. Beli $1 coke. Hah Nic manager pat sane. and he still kacau me and Jufri. And told the kitchen aunties someting bout me. He say in chinese, so tk paham. That day went on. And bila da balik penat sehh. Mcm nk tercabut lutut. ok, exaggerating here. hah.
oklah, dada! (:

When you promised but you failed to do it.

Imtired

2009-02-12T10:31:00.000+08:00

Helloos.

I know, its about time i blog. Its been days since i last blogged yarr. Fizah been asking me to update but really me so the malas. Tired uhh. Loads of things to do, loads more on my mind. I wish i could just leave it all behind but i know that is impossible. Let me summarise what happaned for the last few days. Work, work and more work. Also taking care of mama and picking up baby bro from school.
Didn't get to join gfs for sue's birthday picnic at PP. Sian. How I wish I did went. So sorry sue darl! :(
Then on Sat visited mama at KK. When I came she was on chemo. Mama say rase macam biase. Its only the after effects that is a prob. Spent whole day there. From abt 11am to 8pm. Dinnered there. Drank 2 cups of tea there. Father 2 cups of coffee. Sleepy, so thought can sleep there. On the chair lah. But cannot, thanks to noisy peeps. Cik Ana came ard night time. Taxied home with atuk's taxi.
Sunday came and me and Fizah go to hair salon Snip Avenue beside Tampines East CC there. I rebond hair, Fizah coloured. It took me from 1+pm to 4+pm. Fizah about 2 hrs only. Her hair colour nice ok. I like. Not that obvious.
Monday evening mama came home.
Work on the whole pretty alright. Not too tiring. Love work but when break time come, you really get sian eating burgers all the time ok. Ytd me and fizah ate Mcwings. Sedap uhh. Me and Fizah ate with both hands. Haha. Typical. Ask Fizah's favourite auntie to take abit of black pepper sauce. oklah, its making me hungry.
dada ppl! will blog again when I'm free!

It felt wrong.
But I got to do what I got to do.

Embarassed

2009-02-04T10:01:00.000+08:00

Helloos.

Ytd's work was like soo embarassing in the later part. Let me explain to you all what actly happened there. I had to the mcflurry cadbury blackforest. Skali when spinning never close properly. Habis baju aku full of the ice cream. Anjat girlgirl! The worst thing is nobody rendered me any help. Ppl, I want to ask its human nature right that you would clean yourself first before cleaning up the mess?! If not, you'll only get yourself more dirty. That's what my manager said to me. Clean the machine first! And I was like 'Huh?!' Can't you see I'm in a mess right now.(Say in heart hor!) But I don't really cared and continued cleaning up myself before cleaning up the mess. Azim was the only one who asked 'Jannah, kau ok tk?' Punyalah baik! Atleast somehow it made the rest of my day a little brighter. And that Justin keeps singing to the songs on the radio when taking fries. Hah. How cute. And that Naz came and made the whole kitchen veryvery noisy. Haha. Work was till late 11.45pm. Because Ben10 off, Jufri off. Haiz. Nvm got OT mahh.
Actly today want to go out with Fizah and Nuraini, tapi in the end tk jadi. We planned want to watch movie. Nevermind, next time yarr gfs!
So today work will be from 6pm to 12am I think. Actly 5pm to 11pm, but have to pick up baby bro and wait for sis till 4pm. So 5pm confirm tk sempat.
oklah ppl, dada! (:

when being alone just meant I'm hurt in the heart.

fear

2009-02-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Where Your life is Going
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Death
Disappointment
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I think this applys to everyone. Don't you think so? Everyone is afraid of being alone. I know because I do too. And I what mean is not right know you are standing alone in a room. No. Not like that. Hope you all understand what I'm reallyreally mean. Life's like that I must say.

Ytd I'm quite happy at work I must say. Azim is fooling around macam biase. Got scolded by auntie Rogayah twice because called her 'Kak'. That was a funny scene if you could see. haha. Rico is a not bad manager himself. Started at main store then after break go Kiousk. Best ke pa! Not many crews. Bestbest. Left me and Rico do cashier. Each one counter. Michell do ice-cream. Alot aunties go home at 10pm. Went home with Fizah and Naz. Fizah treat me and Naz air. Me went home with Naz. Found out he actlys live quite near to me. Hardworking boy. Holds 2 jobs ok. Cute character.

And just now sent mama off to hospital. Mama would be staying at KKH first before going to SGH then go back to KKH. Must be tiring for mama.I reallyreally hope mama would be better in the next coming months.

kppl, dada! Loved.

And I want to be by ur side always,

Time

2009-02-02T12:04:00.000+08:00

ABOUT TIME I BLOG.

I know. It's been a longlong time since I last blogged. It's not that I don't have time to but I'm very lazy these days. Work taking it's toll on me. Tired you know. Everyday go home at 11pm. Then sleep around 1.30am. Hoooh. TIRED.
Actly there's nothing interesting to blog yarr. Work is fine. Made lots of new friends. Like Syakira, Rasul, Weird Naz, Ben10(his name is Benedict actly!), Michell, Jufri and loads more. And I just knew that Syakira is in Band and plays the Tuba. Terperanjat at first. Such a cute and naughty girl like her actly plays the biggest instrument in the band. Pfft! That is something.
Btw, mama is still sick. Though I can see right now that she feels a whole lot better than 2 weeks ago. I hope mama would recover soon. Mama say in 2 to 3 months then she may recover fully. I miss the not sick mama. I miss her cookings. Last few days asyikasyik makan nasi bungkus you know. Totally sick of it. I love my mama.
And btw also, yupp, about my posting results. I got posted into NGEE ANN POLY, NURSING. Happy gila ke pa! A whole lot of gfs will also be joinig me in ngee ann poly,though we go diff course. Let's lunch together aites gfs?!

Ku terima dugaan ini.
Ku terima dengan rela hati.
Ku pasrah dengan ketentuanmu Tuhan.

And I'll just keep quiet till you notice I'm around.

Life as it is.

2009-01-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Work, ytd, was like **** in the beginning only lah. That auntie memang tunggu aku marah dier or what. Jgnlah buat my darah upupup! Fyi, she keeps picking on me. Every single thing I do is like SO wrong in her eyes. Aku korekkan biji matalu baru tau.
*trying to keep anger level down*
Thank ehk kak shiqin for that advise. I'll try to speak up more so I wont get bullied by an auntie. I hope that auntie would be more lenient with me. I'm new understand not. U're old, so u are actually suppose to teach me and not marah me. Tk paham org tua tu. Sot sikit agaknyer. Thank goodness break came. Then me no longer her runner. Me jadi one of the barista crew nyer runner. Oklah. Dier amek order bukannyer cepatnah. Becoming Benedict nyer runner was fun. I became a lil crazy for a while. Then tuptup da balik time.
Tdy, never go work because have to jaga my younger bro. Mama sick. Needs to be admitted. Now I have to be Mama for a few days. Kecian mama. I was like shock when she went out of the bathroom like going to faint. All I could do was to stay calm and call Father. Huuh. Hopes she would have a quick recovery:) I love my mama.

And I tot life would turn out great,
I'm wrong.

superr long

2009-01-19T13:27:00.000+08:00

Yo ppl!

*Beware this gonna be a long post. Gt lots to talk abt.

On Sat, me and some gfs headed to Costa Sand resort for Raurau and her cuzzie Nana birthday party. It was ok. Taxi-ed there on my own. I thought want to go with Fizah and Nur. As usual there came late. They said reaching at 6pm, at 6.30pm then reach. Pfft! Ate Mee kwayteow+ Mee hoon and chicken wings. Sedapp, I tell you! Talked, chatted and gossiped with gfs that day. And I found out that many of my gfs going to NP. Sungguh Gembira! That will be me, Fizah, Syasya, Sue, Shar and Nur. Nina and Fathin want to go SP. Raurau pulak going to a JC, but I'm not sure what JC. Syasya and Nina came late due to work. Atiqah pun ikot samer. Took the last shuttle bus back to Pasir ris MRT. Then me, Fizah and Nur when to Mcafe at Tamp to buy Double chocolate med. Sedapp! This time Auntie Sharon made it. Sampai hati dier usik us both kate counter close for us both only. haha. Taxi-ed home. The taxi cool sehh ade LCD screen at the back seat that actly works. haha. Then slept at 2am.
For the first time, I actly woke up at 12pm. Bangun jer mama ckp 'Good Afternoon!' Sinder me nmpk. Whole day never do anything. At night, treat family dinner at istanbu restaurant. As its a sunday night, its exceptionally full. Now its norm for me to sleep after 12am. Cannot sleep if its earlier than 12am. haiz. At midnight, ate Haagen daz cookies and cream ice cream. Left a bit so finished the whole tub. Thank you mama.
Had a veryvery weird dream ytd. It was abt posting results. I dream I was posted to Optometry course at NP and not Nursing course at NP. Shocked because the Optometry course was actly my 2nd choice. haha. Whateva lah.
And tdy have to work alrdy. 5-11pm. Hope all goes well and if I were to be cashier again I wont forget to give the change! haha.
oklah ppl, dada!
Loved.

And I thought life would be much simpler,
I'm wrong.

fun at work

2009-01-17T05:15:00.000+08:00

Helloos ppl of the world!

How r you all tdy? I suppose fine alright. Me? I'm cool. Feeling rather high because ytd's work was much fun. Me counter expert ehk. Told YC so bloody proudly. Hope tdy's work would be equal. I seriously hope me and Fizah do kiousk today. Funfun. Auntie Rogayah (is that how u spell it?) so friendly. lovelove.
And don't know why ytd so special. Mama and siblings come to see me. And then at kiosk, at night, saw Suehaidah and Thobrani (is that how you spell it?). Suehaidah was like shocked. She said 'Jannah, kau keje kat sini?' so loudly. Sempat give my number to her. haha. Cute. So long alrdy never see her. missmiss. And that thobrani with his sememek face(no offence!), 'discount tkde? Kawan lamer pe.' haha. cute. Went home at abt 11+pm. Bought Double chocolate med at Mcafe. Fizah bought large sehh. Superr delicious! YC made it. Sedap! I would recommend to all chocolate lovers like me. muahaha! random (:
So tdy also working at 5-11 pm. Pheww! 6 hrs alright hah. And then weekends off. Woohoo. Cant wait sehh. My feet are bloody tired. My right big toe bengkak(swollen) alrdy. I need a rest ppl. Cant wait to tdy to end quikie.
oklah ppl, dada! Loved.

And I thought you would be happy,
I'm wrong.

Results out

2009-01-13T12:46:00.000+08:00

Helloos ppl!

Yea. Results are out. Relieved! But it was bloody nerve wrecking you know. While waiting, Raurau said to me that she felt like puking. Then I felt like puking also. Dalah skirt ketat. Dah gemok kot. It been a long time since I wore that skirt. Hah. That day was pretty tiring also. 10am alrdy out of the house. Have to pay bloody school fees. Then met up with Sof and Nrl. Bused to WS. Met up with Que, Syasya, Shar and Syaza. Ate lunch at KFC. Waited for Fathin then head back to school. Before going up to hall, The class talked for a while with Mdm Priya.
As expected, Amanda and Jun Kai were the top scorers. Not bad at all their results. As a whole our results were better compared to 2007 batch. Want to know mine? okok, I'll tell.
L1R4=15 (with CCA=13)
L1R5=18 (with CCA=16)
As expected, I scored a C5 for english. I think I never improved at all for eng. The whole 4 years in sec school, I've been scoring Cs. Happy though.
I LOVE MATH. Scored an A2 for E.Math and B3 for A.Math. Best kann! Want to say thanks to Mr Chow and Mr Kek for all the hardwork they have put in to teach us. It certainly have paid off.
Unbelievably also, I scored a B3 for Combine Humans. Usually I'll score abt B4. Proudproud. I also want to say thanks to Mdm Gill. Thank you sososo much! (Mdm Gill, the class is still waiting for your satay party!)
Sciences? Pure Bio= B3! Proudproud. Thank you Mdm Su! Pure Chem=C5. That is expected. I think I studied more for Bio then Chem. Anyways, thank you Ms Wee for everything!
So now is choices. Confirm 1st choice is NP, Nursing. Others hentamjelah. Btw, for nursing, priority posting. hooh.
ok ppl, dada!
Loved!

To Sue: Thanks girl for that lovely song! Yea. Its true. I am naggy!(: I will miss you though the most. Will always miss your quirkyness but mosst of all your company. I will always cherish those band times. And those small sharing sessions about life. Those times you were there to listen to my probs. Bottomline: I will miss you!

To D: Had to write it somewhere. Had to let it out. You may think I'm acting all weird, being soo concern over you. But the truth is, aku ikhlas tolong kamu. Tkde niat yg lain. You'r my friend for donkey years! I want to see you pursue your dream and be happy abt. Please dont misjudge me aites. (:

Baby me

2009-01-12T07:36:00.000+08:00

Helloos peeps!

Just started work ytd with Feezah. Hell lots of fun but its a painful exercise. Yea its out. I work in Mcd at Tamp Int there. Don't kacau me ok ppl. Saw Sofia and her sis while working. They eating there mah. For the whole 9 hrs of work, I sat down for only 1 time that is during break time. Break time half an hour only. And with that half an hour, I have to chew down my Mchicken burger, med fries and gulp down my small coke. Bahh. Never finish it somemore. For ytd, Me and Fizah were knowns as babies of the day! Cute right. Lobby work was easy peasy. Its all abt cleanliness. Clear the trays, make sure the tolets are clean and the list goes on. Runners, I'll tell you, its all abt brainwork and quick thinking. Made alot of mistakes but by the end of the day, pro alrdy. (Mcm btol!) So Monday, working again with Fizah. After take results larh. Duhh right!
Talking abt results, just now take bursary saw Dzul's mummy. She's not gonna be the one to accompany him to school. Instead, its Mustaqim. Known him for 13 years alrdy. Same like Dzul. Nursery friends.
NERVOUS! Thats what I'm feeling right now. I think by the time reach the hall, theres gonna be butterflies in my tummy. I know feeling scared won't do anyone good. Won't change anything either. Sungguh ku tk paham. Whatever jannah!
oklah ppl, dada!

And I don't understand what you meant,

Tired and bored

2009-01-10T05:18:00.000+08:00

Helloos!

It's been like what a week really. I know so long alrdy never update. Gt no time ppl. Been doing alot of things actly.
So next monday is like the day. I'm so nervous alrdy right now. Father is coming also but a bit later. Mama and father are like more excited and nervous than I do. Haha. So cute. On monday itself, mybe my class 4E3 will be coming a bit earlier due to have to see Mdm Priya, our form teacher. So sad sehh. She would not be the one giving out the results later at 2+pm. She have medical appt. Hope it would be good news. You know what i mean right?! Haha.
And tomorrow will be starting work with Fizah. I hope everything goes well. And I promise to do my very best! Right now I'm like holding two jobs. This one and the amore road show thingy. Nvmlah the amore one only for two days. Still can cope.
And on Sunday getting bursary at Tampines North CC at 1.45pm. No fair you know. My younger sis gt scholarship. So hers will be in the morning at 10am I think.
oklah ppl, dada!

P.S: Good luck to all 'O'Level graduates who are taking the results on Monday at 2pm! :)

I hate this part right here,

Job Hunting

2009-01-04T13:37:00.000+08:00

Helloos!

Alot had happen these past few days. Mainly Me and Fizah go for job hunting. Why do I find that its freaking hard for me to find a job? Pfft! Geram teramat. But it was not a totally a failure. I'm employed for two days. That is on 14 and 15 Feb. See me at CS everybody! Hopefully they lack of manpower so I can extend. Haha.
Gt one thing weird happen on the 1st day(2 Jan) of our job hunting. We were approached, at Bugis Juntion by this korean-accent woman. We thought she's a tourist and mybe ask for directions. BUT it none of the sort. She say she was from an advertising agency who's looking for new faces and she's interested in me and Fizah. We were liked totally shocked ahh. She gave us her card. The company is called Create Talents pte ltd. But me and fizah was like don't really care. At the same time met Que and her friends. Ate at ljs. Went to East Point next. Alot need sales assistant but there either wants someone who's 18 and above or either speaks chinese. Haiz. Gone many chance.
Ytd's job hunting was abit fruitful. Met Fizah at ard 10.45am. Sat at Food culture, outside part, and start circling for jobs on newspapers. Alas gt job interview at Eunos MDIS building at 3pm. When go there it's not like a job interview but a business school cum become their sales person. I tot oklah, sell things. 1 deal can get you $450. But to get that deal will be damn hard. Their things is soo expensive. Target to working adults. Me and fizah still considering want to try out or not. Oklah ppl, dada! Loved.

And I'm confused with myself,

New Year 2009

2009-01-01T16:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!! :)

Alohas ppl! Its the start of a new year! My resolutions? Ahhaa! To stick to my resolution. I know. I understand. Its like freaking hard to stick to your new resolution, but this year I'll try my best.

Gone is the year 2008. I'm gonna miss every moment of it. And I mean every moment! 2008 is like the best year in my entire life. Like that time we all cried during the superteen workshop. My eyes was like burgers. Like that time we shouted our throat out during Sports day. Haiz. Too much to say. But I'll cherish every moment.

Got to make close friends and I know these friendships made will last forever. Ahhaa! I still remember Syaza's idea to name us the Fantastic 14. Yea. 14 hot malay girls that are unseparable. Right?! Raurau, Nur, Fathin, Shar, Que, Syasya, Sof, Syaza, Sue, Nina, Nieya, Fizah, teeqah and lastly me. I'll always remember you all. You're the best!

And I'm gonna miss my partner in crime, Lau Kae Siong. My Lau Pau. Hehe. Gonna miss those time we talk abt actly everything literally any topics. Sometimes in class, I and him don't really concentrate. He would ask me, 'Jannah, are you concentrating?' And I would reply,' Actly, no.' And those little fights. And that I'm always angry with you. Sorry yea. Gonna miss you loads!

Ppl, the year 2008 will always be in my heart.
Friends, though will be seeing each other alot less this year don't forget me, us and those time we shared. Loved.

P.S: IMY 4E3!

And I gt to be stronger then ytd,

Lyrics3

2009-01-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

Strong
Bet you thought that i'd be broken.
Mascara streakin' down my cheek.
Devastated, out the door way;
In a daze, a state of disbelief.
I bet you liked that; seeing me get mad.
but, baby i wont satisfy your need
.i've already been there, done that.
I'll be fine, even if you leave.

ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
i dont need you anymore;
ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
and don't you know,

That You, were the one that made me strong;
you made me stand up on my own,
with every cruel intention, you helped me find my
independence.
yeah it's all because of you,
that i have the strength i do,
to turn my pain to passion, instead of crashin'.
Boy i'm thankin' you.
ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
Boy i'm thankin' you.
ahh ha ha ha ahh oh

Thinking back on how you changed me,
everytime, you tried to put me down.
even though you really hurt me,
underneath, myself is what i found.
so take a look inside these eyes now,
and say the things you want to say to me.
cuz i've already spread my wings out;
and your the one, the one who set me free.

ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
i dont need you anymore
ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
and don't you know,

That you were the one that made me strong,
you made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me find my
independence
yeah it's all because of you
that i have the strength i do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashin'
Boy im thanking you,
For all the tears i cried
for all the sacrafice
for all the drama
'cuz in the end it made me stronger
so trust me i'll be fine
baby i'll survive
without you, in my life, but i want you to know

that you
were the one that broke my heart
but i won't fall apart
no.. im so moving oncuz babyyy

You were the one that made me strong,
you made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me find my
independence
yeah it's all because of youthat i have the strength i do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashing

Boy i'm thanking you,one that made me strong
ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
Boy i'm thankin you
one that made me strong
Boy i'm thankin you
ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
Boy I'm thanking you
ahh ha ha ha ahh oh
(laughter)

Hellos ppl of the world!

Happy new year 2009! And to muslims Selamat Maal Hijrah 1430! Haiz. New year's coming. Need to make a new set of resolution for 2009. What ehk? umm. I'll think abt it later. U guys also must make ur resolution ok.
I also want to say HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO AZURA! May all ur wishes and dreams come true for you! And imy! :)
Actly, I'm just so bored. Practically I gt nothing to do. Called the agency bcoz of work and they say start in jan but still don't know what date yet. Talk to father alrdy. And now I don't really mind gt work or not. If have, good then. If don't have, then I don really care as much. Anyways, Jan 09 is packed with activities. 1) Go to poly open houses (8, 9, 10 Jan) 2) Taking bursary on 11 Jan at 1.45pm. 3) Take results either 12, 13, or 15 Jan. 4) Still need to choose course and schools.
Bahh. Then comes the waiting part. 20 April then start poly life. Have to wait for like 2 more months.
Talking abt taking results, Father say mybe he want to follow me go take results. Aiyo. Now I'm pretty scared. It would be in less then 15 days. Stop it Jannah! Stop freaking urself out. Shheesh.
k,ppl dad!

P.S: Ponyo is sooooo cute!

Mybe its time i get stronger,

Engagement

2008-12-27T16:55:00.000+08:00

HE DECLARED HIS LOVE WITH 99 ROSES!

Hellos ppl of the world! Happy engagement to Aisha and Wan! 25.12.08

I know I'm a bit late on my auntie cik noi's engagement post. Can't help it you see?! After engagement, cuzzys followed home and stayed overnight. So they yea hog the computer. Sorry yea. Cik noi's engagement was a blast. She looked real sweet! She wore pink/blue malay dress(Baju kebaya) Got two pink rose on her hair. And you know what ppl, her fiancee is bloody sweet! He gave her a bouqet of 99 red rose. Never in my entire life I had see such a big bouqet. Only in films lar. Don't fret ppl. I gt pics! I myself gt hold the bouqet. Damn heavy, like gt a vase inside. Her future mother-in-law rawks! The gifts from the guy side all expensive sehh. Gt one pic, cn see a miniature motorcycle. My family are motorcycle freaks. All the 3 siblings, my mum, her sis, and cik noi all married a motorcyclist. Haha. Cute right. And then I saw my atuk talk to the guy side, and then i ask my mum. 'Mama nnt bila akak nk tunang boleh ke abah ckp mcm gitu?' Mama replied, 'Mestilah boleh!' U see, my father is not a talker. So, it would be really weird! okok, enough jannah. Stop anticipating the future! Enjoy the pics ppl. Btw, the top pic was actly on a cake, given by the guy side.

From the guy side,

(DKNY Be Delicious $$$)
( The Body Shop body lotion set $$$)
( Hamper mostly full of chocolates $$$)

From the girl side,

And btw folks, I still am waiting for work to start. That time me on the way alrdy. Then the person called me and say gt miscommunication. Ini boleh mendatangkan kemarahan! Haha. But I gt over it. Mybe its fate and that i have to wait somemore. So now watching movies at home. Watched Cinta U-turn, I'm not single. Later want to watch Ghost house. K, ppl dada!

P.S: Ponyo is soo cute!

And I wish and I wished,

Finally

2008-12-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hellos earthlings!

Finally ppl, I'm starting work tomorrow. At Giant Tampines. Hope fully everything would go well tomorrow. Actly I just can't wait for kaachings to enter pocket. Haha.
Damn. So tomorrow I cannot go for cik noi's engagement! Bahh. Sadsad. :( Cannot take pictures with her. Cannot eat nasi briyani at her house. Aiyo. I'm so sorry cik noi! Mama said ytd if I go I can be the photographer for the day. What a waste sehh! Who knows, mybe I have a talent for photography? Pfft!
Currently I'm also peeling my eyes for future hair colour. I want to dye my hair medium brown. Next year mybe. If can, I want put blonde highlights too. Cool right?! The challenge is how do I ask my father. Mama say ok alrdy. Left father. Haiz.
Also, these few days feeling rather weird. Abt taking results thingy. I know still gt a long time to go, but I counted alrdy. Left abt 20 more days to go. That's less than a month. Scaredscared. I'm planning to go to school on my own. So gfs, do not ajak me go to school together ok. Bukan nyer ape, just need to calm myself down before that big moment. Lepas tu balik samesame ok. That's all ppl, dada!

P.S: Starting work tomorrow, so will update less often. :)

And you made me wait for long,

Me, emcee

2008-12-22T07:39:00.000+08:00

Aloha ppl!

Ytd by 9.20 am alrdy out of the house. Had to go to school for band concert. Me and Sue became emcees for the day. Alrite, but I was reallyreally nervous. The audience was more than expected. Aniwaes thanks for coming to the ppl who came if you ever read this. Alumnis also gt perform. Credits to Jin yong, Janna, Azura, Pei shan, Yiwen, Suzanna, Xinyan, Faizah, and Syaza. Haha. Talking abt Syaza. Hmm. Halfway through the first half of concert. Someone special to Syaza came! Her ehemehem! Ahh I hope you all understand what I mean. Saw him coming in when me and Sue was at the back of the hall. And he was like waving to syaza. Me and sue when like Woohhoo! K, exaggerating here. Back to the performance. It was alrite. Can hear ppl play wrong notes. For variants, can hear my section play wrong notes. So angry sia. The 1st part, clarinet part, so easy, yet got it wrong. Pfft! Maybe nervousness took over them. Cannot blame them. Me too. Somemore that was the 1st time I became an emcee. Never done that before in my entire life. I think i was horrible. No eye contact. Speak wrongly. uurggh! Never gonna do that again. After that, all I could think abt was my bed. So tired and sleepy! Like when me, mrs koh, Sue, Suz and Xinyan waiting for our food at upper gallery. Waited like for almost an hour. Can sleep I tell you. Also they gt give bouqets to Mr Pan and Mrs Koh. Then Mr Pan doesn't want the bouqet. So he threw it at the band members. Looks like a wedding thing. U noe right, when a bride throws her bouqet. But ultimately Fauzi caught it. Haha. Glad that everything is done and over with. Andand I found out that my junior is staying so near to me. Mine's B she's G. Ok, mybe a few blocks away. So sad when going home. Never going to see them again. Said to Fauzi, 'See you at the upper gallery next year when I take my results!' and said to Sue, 'See you next year in the school hall!' Bahh. Sadsad.
And called the work agency. Cannot start work untill the 24th. Aiyo. Still must wait somemore. If not I can start work like tomorrow. Pfft! K, ppl dada!

And it was you who,

Band Camp

2008-12-20T15:44:00.000+08:00

Helo ppl of the world!

Band Camp just ended ytd and I went to all 3 days of it. Pretty tiring sehh. 1st day and 2nd day reach there at abt 2.30 pm and go home at abt 10 pm. So late right. I know. Other alumnis also came like Gabriel, Janna, Pei shan, Jin yong, Yi Wen, Mega, Irwanto, Li Jia, Azura, Hidayah, Taufik, Jun Yang, Daryl Ong, Daryl Koh and lots more (cannot rmbr,soo many!). 1st day Daphne and Christine also came but went home around 5pm. For dinner, Me, Suzanna, Sue and Xin yan go eat Mc. 2nd day also same but Sue neva came however Huiyi did. 3rd day for lunch Mr Pan treat us drinks. Talked and gossiped at Kopitiam. Haha. Ok, enough talking abt alumnis.
Whole band performance during band camp was ok. Not what I expected it to be. Kind of slacking. Juniors never respect alumnis. What shit sehh! Juniors never response properly like that time Janna ask this junior go tuck in shirt. That junior never reply Yes Mam! And this did not happen for 1 time but many time somemore. And I really do agree with Janna saying that children nowadays are more pampered. Abit not happy complainlah. *boos!* Like whateva. And then boy's fringe like longer then a girl's. You want to be a girl is it? Sungguh aku tk paham budak-budak zaman sekarang. (In english, I really dun understand kids nowadays!) And then Junior's drills like shit. (No offence to those juniors who are good) This happens when you do not emphasise on drills. I seriously think that drills are soo impt because to instill good discipline in them. Like what Janna said during alumni talk on 2nd day evening, How naughty I am outside, I dun bring it into band! *Salutes her* I know, soo many Janna statements. Hehe. I also learn to never judge a book by its cover. I always thought Chong Soo was not a good SL but what Mr Ang said opens up my eyes. I saw his effort to teach and play well. Keep it up!
And tomorrow band going to have a mini concert in the hall. Me and Sue are going to be emcees for the day. Super Excited! I hope things would turn out well though. k ppl dada!

Dream of M, M came
Dream of I, I came
*Hints at Sue*

And I wish we were,

Lyrics2

2008-12-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

Over you
Broken heartedness
All this emptyness
Cause the difference is
Between us wont improve
I'm tryna find a way
To bring like yesterday
Love meant everything to u

With so much i dont wanna ever hear
I cant stand the thought of watchin us disappear
I put my all my, heart my soul, my everything
Into us i just cant seem so life is big
Got me trippin cuz im in this crazyness
Should we leave it? but im caught up in ur mess
But we drifted far from where we use to be
Wish i could let go, but i cant seem to get over u

Just a single touch between the two of us
Use to mean so much cuz we were all alone
Reality is here and its very clear
I should let things go with you

With so much i dont wanna ever hear
I cant stand the thought of watchin us disappear
I put my all ,my heart my soul, my eye my everything
Into us i just cant seem so life is big
Got me trippin cuz im in this crazyness
Should we leave it? but im caught up in ur mess
But we drifted from where we use to be
Wish i could let go, but i cant seem to get over u

Boy i question how something so perfect
Could seem to just fade away
No i wont give up on you
I will never i love you forever
And theres no way id turn away from everything
Cuz boy you got me
Got me trippin cuz im in this crazyness
Should we leave it? but im caught up in ur mess
But we drifted from where we use to be wish i could let go,
But i cant seem to get over u

Okok, ppl! This is the song lyrics for the song you are hearing right now. Super nice right! :) I KNOW!! I love this song ppl, and i hope you do too.
I simply cannot sabar for band camp! 2 more days and yet i'm so excited! Woohhoo! I really want to see how the majors are going to handle them. 1st time mahh. I still dunnoe want to stay overnight not. I think only a few comin. Me, Sue, Syaza and Xinyan. The others working. Ppl! Should I or should I not? Sue and xinyan I think won't because they stay so near to the school. Then left me and syaza. Hhaaiizz!

And I thought you knew,

Movie Marathon

2008-12-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey ppl of the world!

Ytd movie marathon went fine. Alot of ppl came. Namely, Sofia, Syafa, Sue, Fathin, Sharifah, Que and Atiqah. Sue was like rocking the place bcoz she brought her guitar with her. Then we all heard Amanina's bro was also playing the guitar in his room. So I said to her, 'Sue kau duet ah ngan abang amaninalah!' Haha. Kepo jer abang Amanina. Hehe. I rented the CDs. We watched Valentine. A horror movie. Quite good arh. Terperanjat-terperanjat gitu. The movie The Quiet boring eventhough it's M18 sehh. We couldn't understand the storyline. Sheesh! Now I regret renting it.
In between we talked abt class gathering. After discussing all options available, we decided not to have one! Ok, buat penat berbual panjang lebar. We decided when we collect our results next year then after that we all can go makan together. I think that's a better idea. If do next week, a bit unconvenient bcoz most of us are working and some of us are going overseas. So cannotlah.
Went home at abt 6pm. So me, Fathin and Sharifah took bus 81 home. I stopped at Que's bus stop and walked home. Walked pass the old tuition centre that me, Salihah and Dzul used to attend to. Memories just kept flowing non stop! It was like what 6 years ago I think. And whoa I still do rmbr. okok. If I were to post all that, it'd be a long post so tk yarr eh.
k, ppl dada!

p.s: I can't wait for band camp! :)

And that I wish u were,

Kappeish

2008-12-12T05:39:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey people of the world!

Feeling rather dissapointed right now. Ytd I went to collect my contact lense. But I didn't get it. Stupid sehh! I think the ppl there actly forgot abt my order! Pfft! Angry sehh. Wasted my trip there. But nvm bought my black shoes there. Going to start work soon mahh. 22 dec. They say today at night then can collect. At night u know! Aiyo. Ni yg malas ni nk kene keluar malam.
And tomorrow got movie marathon date with gfs at Amanina house. The last time we had a movie marathon was also at Amanina house. Fun sehh. Can't wait to meet gfs! It's like been so long since I last met them. I think almost a month! I missmissmisss them like truck and lorry and bus loads! Haha.
Rau rau called me just now abt the class gathering issues. Raurau say it would be held at East coast park. I certainly hope that it 'd gonna be fun this time and the games would actly involve everyone.
Mama called Cik Noi(dearest auntie!) just now to confirm the colour theme of her engagement. She said the colour gonna be silver/white. Aww. The colour so sweet. I bet her baju gonna be white in colour. okok. I promise to take pix and post it here. k, ppl!

I don't want to lose you,
Yes, I want to hold you.

Blame Today

2008-12-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Heyheyhey peeps!Firstly, I want to say Happy Belated 17th Anniversary to my darling parents. I love them! They are the best parents!
Secondly, I want to say Happy belated 15th birthday to my dear uncle Azli! Jangan naughty naughty ehk. Mesti dengar cakap ur mum tau!
I noe ppl. I'm a bit late writing this. Ytd cannot. Ytd cann Hari Raya Haji. I need to say this i love nenek nyer sambal udang. It's like the best! okok jannah, get over it.
Today actly me and gfs want to go que's house for movie marathon. Unfortunately, kena cancel coz que's work finish late. But nvm, nxt time yarr. I was really excited abt the movie marathon date with gfs. To the extent of alrdy buying drinks and kropok.
Due to that ppl, I'm a happy girl right now. I met S while buying chips and drinks for the movie marathon date. 2 times some more. He was tall and cute. haha. okok.
And the result of me begging to my dad for the contacts lense. It was a success. Tomorrow collecting it. I bought freshkon perky brown contact lense. I'm officially a happyhappy girl.
k, ppl dada!

And u lent me ur shoulder,

Cupcakes Craze

2008-12-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

Heellooo earthlings!

Want to know how my cupcakes turn out ytd? It turn out real nice though not as nice as the top pic. I baked chocolate chip vanilla cupcakes. It was super nice I tell you. My younger bro ate I think 4 of it. My father said it was a bit too sweet. *heartbreaker* I'm planning to bake cupcakes for my auntie's engagement that says 'Selamat Bertunang!'. How bout that? I know it would turn out alrite. Now i'm learning how to make the icing on the cupcakes. Woohoo.
I know I'm not a soccer fan. But I still want to congratulate Singapore on its victory against Cambodia, 5-0. Keep up the good work and you'll confirm bring back back the cup! I was pretty surprised with Alam Shah hair colour. He dyed it blond. So striking. Can see him from far.
Oh, and Nisha called me just now to ask whether I can be the MC for the concert on 20 dec 08. I said ok lor. My partner, Nur Suhaila binte Azman! We'r going to have a great time I tell u.
Now I'm trying to beg my father to let me buy another pair of contact lense to use for the month of dec. No mood to go out these days without wearing contacts. I know I'm a bit crazy lah ppl.
And tdy weird dream. BUT if it was true i'll be a happyhappy girl! k, ppl toodles!

And you were so close,

cupcakes

2008-12-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

Hheelloo earthlings!!

I dun think I have posted this picture yet rite. Aww. I miss nieya girl! This photo depicts 2 gorgeous girls. (ok, mybe nieya jer) She looked stunning that nite. Ur baju nicenice. I like! I miss prom nite. I miss kegilaan kita! okok, jannah stop it.
Just now went grocery shopping again with mama. I bought ingredients to bake cupcakes. I'm into cupcakes right now. Dun now why either. AND I met my dearest old friend AMIRAH HASANAH. I miss her like crazy sia! 4 years never see her. Her voice sound a bit different though but she's still the same person. Missmiss u!
And today also met my childhood friend nyer mum and younger sis. Due to this I learnt 1 valuable lesson. Never ever judge a book by its cover ppl! I seriously tot dat he was in a normal school like me but who knows he was in Victoria sch. My jaws drop eh. And his younger bro when to Tanjong Katong sec. Like whoa. A family of geniuses!
And ppl. Tomorrow my auntie nyer future fiancee nyer side are coming to her house to merisik. For info, it's a time where each other family's meet. Then talk abt the engagement and wedding requirements like the hantaran. So I ask my mum brape agaknye cik noi nyer hantaran? My mum answered back, mybe $7 or $8 thousand. I replied asl tk $10 thousand? haha. k ppl toodles.

I just want to say that..

contactsmaniac

2008-12-04T12:41:00.000+08:00

hhheeelllooo earthlings!!

R u all awake yet? If not, heres for u, AAAAHHHAAAAAHHHH!! that felt nice. Sorry for shouting at your face aites. Can't help it! Bought contact lense online but can only get at the end of the month. Like what the heck?! Therefore I'm going to suvive this month with specs. Horrible I tell you. I feel so used to wearing contacts that I feel it isn't save to go out without it. Yup, i'm getting crazy. I know. This month packed with activities. Class gathering coming up. (Yippee!I miss 4E3 like truck and lorry and bus loads! kk, exaggerating here.) Work startin soon. My dear syg auntie's engagement coming up and i'm soo excited abt it. It gonna fall on 25 dec 08. Yea, christmas day. It also falls on her future fiancee's birthday. Aww. So sweet. Mama want to make a cake for her. Mybe a love shaped one. Woohhoo. When she gets married, I want to be her chief kendarat! okok. Going to continue reading my book, The Winter Rose and Khilaf Kasih. Not being a critique(is that how u spell it? I have no idea.) or what, but khilaf kasih story line is a drag. Too much frasa berbunga. Cikgu Latifah cakap tak boleh put bnyak frasa berbunga nanti story becomes cliche and boring. Talking abt cikgu, I miss cikgu! I know my malay getting terrible. So much for getting an A2 during the mid exam. k, ppl toodles!

I want to take each step with u.

librarytime

2008-11-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

Doctor, my eyes
cannot see the sky.
Is this the prize
for having learned how not to cry?

~Jackson Browne

Ain't the words beautiful? Got it from a book I just borrowed just now. Titled The Winter Rose. Just started reading. Pretty nice. Just now went to library with fizah. Cannot tahan sit at home do nothing. While reading, my stomach growling sehh like crazy so we ate at ljs. nicenice. haha. Had fun with Fizah. We talked and gossiped. Saw Mdm Ong and her husby. She cut her hair short. So cute! Bought kropok lekor for mummy and off we went home. k, this week gonna be boring. Ppl ask me out! pretty please.

It ain't right without you.

lyric1

2008-11-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
BRIDGE:They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
CHORUS:(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
(BRIDGE)
(CHORUS)
(CHORUS)
I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby

Think abt the lyrics and ponder it.

2008-11-28T05:51:00.000+08:00

FREAKING BORED!

I have been seriously rotting at home. Doing nothing is just a pain. Ytd me, syaza, sue, and xinyan went to band practice. We walked all the way from white sands to school. Stopped at a playground. If u cud see we seriously looked like little kids. haha. Things were all right but they seriously have lack of discipline. How i wish suzanna was there to see. haha. Coloured socks. Fringe dangling like curtain. I really hope the majors do something abt it. I think they need more drills so more discpline values can be enforce. What Mr Pan said is true. The alumnis really need to talk some sense into the sec1s. Dun fret Mr Pan! We alumnis are going to do it and we are going to do it hard. They are not working it hard. And ppl! I can't wait till band camp(16-18dec). It gonna be soo fun! Especially bathing time where evrybody like chiong to the toilet like nobody's business. Me and syaza were laughing our hearts out talking abt this. For this, juniors dun take the corner right hand side cubicle. Suddenly u bath, u see yellow thingy floating. (urine lah duhh! Some ppl so inconsiderate but i fathom, u cant stop nature's call.) haha. And please bath in the morning so u'll be extra fresh when doing morning PT. Love band ok. I miss band like truck and lorry loads! Imiss my clarinet!

Dreams can be so real at times.
How i wish it cud be true.
Ur hands were in mine.
And u said i'm safe from the world.

Tired

2008-11-22T07:40:00.000+08:00

I am EXHAUSTED!

Ppl of the world! I seriosly didn't know that finding a job can be this tiring. Ytd kena fever in the morning. Mama says I'm just to tired. Nevertheless, I still went to Delifrance interview at Parkway accompanied by mama syg. Me super or what! Though I've backed out of the Delifrance job, I have since not regretted it. Mybe I'm fated to work at Giant. Kk, wateva! I just need the kachings asap. Fathin and Fizah are trying to get job at Isetan. Gd luck to them! So what the hell I'm going to do till 22 dec? I seriously have no idea. Perhaps eat, sleep, play com, watch TV. Life cannot get any boring than this. So ppl ask me out. pretty please!

Can't erase u from my mind.

Grad Nite '08 (3)

2008-11-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

Me with Euginia (Sorry, if spelling wrong. U look gorgeous though.)
This pix tells it all. It was a disco-like mass dance party. I miss it!

Me and darling Aqilah! ( U looked sweet!)

Me and darling Jane!

The ceiling was soo beautiful! Too bad it didn't last that way bcoz the balloons were taken over by us. Hehe.

Me and the other 3 gorgeous girls!

This was what I ate there. (Butter rice with lamb stew and fish fillet with tartar sauce. Yummy!)

I wonder why,

I wonder how,

I gt this feeling.

Grad Nite '08 (2)

2008-11-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

Helloo Earthlinggs!

k, ppl as promised here are the pixs for Grad Nite '08. Enjoy! As there are too many pixs, I'll upload only 10 pixs for now. There rest another post yup.

Me and Feeza darling! (My eyes look like fishballs don't they?!)

Saffwan and Me! (Hensem ke pa?!)

Me and Fathin darling!

Me and James! (Too bad ur eyes were close but I love ur shades!)

Me and Syaza darling!( U look gd in heels girl!)

Me and raurau darling! (Supposedly a bitchy pose.)

Me and Crystal! ( Can't say this enuf girl. I love ur heels!)

Kae siong and Me! (Introducing my partner in crime!)

Sofia and Me! (Love ur baju!)

Ee Sheng and Me! (He's the clever one!)

Omg! It takes a ton of time to upload. But wateva lah ehk.

To Be Continued!

It takes a while before i realise it was true.

Grad Nite part 1

2008-11-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlinggs!

So sorry ppl can't upload the pics. Got prob! What shit sehh! Nvm, relax jannah. So this post i'm gonna describe the grad nite. I promise the next post will be purely pictorial updates about grad nite. Let me first describe grad nite in some words. Superbly Fantastic! Since i attended last year's grad nite as a helper, i can safely say ytd's grad nite was way better. I didn't know that Imran Ajmain was an ex-siglapian, 1994-1997. But he sang real nice. The song was titled Selamat ulang tahun sayang. Food was real nice, butter rice with lamb stew and fish fillet with tartar sauce. Yummy! Ppl looked real nice. Soo cantik and soo hensem! Wait, I need to say this I love crystal's heels! It was like blingbling sehh. (k, i noe random) Games were ok. The dance part was like crazy sia. Ppl dancing all over the place. Seriously look like a disco. I too dance arh like mad woman. Not me only u noe but other girls too. Have to salute Sue darling bcoz she asked her afai and dzul to dance with her. (Girl, i tot u no more feeling for afai alrdy? k, wateva lah eh)
To raurau and fathin: I confess. Yes, I'm uber ultra jealous! k, happy now?! Dance part lasted for only half an hour. I seriously think it wasn't enuf, should last for about an hour. But overall, the grad nite was great!

oh shit!
I'm fallin for u again after ytd.
No!
It wasn't suppose to happen this way.

Bored

2008-11-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

Helloo earthlings!
Today was pretty bored. BUT had my last paper today. Bio MCQ. It was pretty alrite. Not that hard nor that easy. So ppl I want to say sometin out loud here. YYAAHHOO!! Os over everybody. Time to party! Sharifah's elder sis very fortunate. Today is her grad nite! but do not fret ours is like tomorrow.( siglap students lah eh!) It was recently found out that Imran Ajamain is going to perform on our grad nite. Like woohoo a celeb is going to perform. (I love my school! reallyreally!) Just now went out for a while to pick up camera. Borrowed my darling cousin kak adibah' nyer camera. Tanx a bunch kak!

k ppl toodles!

p.s: Gfs, get ur beauty sleep ok.

Missing u badly.
I need ur presence in my life.

quote 3

2008-11-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

Every one admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is.
~ Diane Ackerman

k ppl toodles 4 now. No time to brag lah friends. Aniwaes good luck to my friends taking their sub-science MCQ papers tomorrow. U can do it!

when oh when will i c u?

TiredTired

2008-11-09T07:00:00.000+08:00

Helloo earthlings!
Still too tired after ytd hectic day. Haiz. So it went like this. Met gfs at Tamp Mrt at abt 8.30am. MRT-ed to Orchard. Went the wrong way headed for Wheelock Place thinking it was Wisma Atria. hehe. Headed straight to Ngee Ann City tower A. Lifts there were confusing bcoz it did not stop at every floor. But cool rite. We were like freaking nervous(especially fizah) 4 the job interview. It wasn't too bad. They were really nice. Headed 4 breakfast at Mc at Lucky Plaza. Ate a yummy sausage hotcake meal. Then we decided to go to shaw house but ended up at Tangs due to underpass. Saw paris hilton bags there (soo nice. I want!). Then headed 4 Wheelock Place to find job at Borders but cannot bcoz you need to be 18. Fizah and Fathin say they saw Utt there (damn I didn't get to see him) Went off to Bugis next to find job but ended up finding slippers 4 Nuraini. Her feet were full with blisters. Kecianye! Headed to Tamp. Wanted to have lunch at food culture but it was full inside out(damn it!). Went to coffee bean instead, had pure vanilla(super nice!). Went off to find work again. Me and Fathin jot our names down at fie Japan(I want to work there!) Me, Fathin and Fizah also applied for work at RSH. When my legs startin 'screaming', bus-ed home. Ya ppl, isn't dat a hectic day or wat?! k. Gonna rest my feet again before startin practicing MCQ. Haven start sehh!

k ppl toodles!

i tot i saw u once or perhaps twice.
It must be fate i believe.
I want to see u again.
Can I?